LMY; ♥GLYZ

Friday, January 13, 2012 @ 1:43 AM
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Hi I've officially moved to somewhere else. :)

"Love is not about satisfying materialistic wants. It's about being able to enjoy the simplest things in life together."

I finally understand this quote.

I don't need the richest boyfriend on earth or the most handsome guy ever.

I just need a guy to love me more than anything else.

And that's you.

Enjoyed and cherished every moment spent with you.

Appreciate all the little things you've done for me.

Thank you my love. <3

Went for a lunch with Minister of State, Mr Lawrence Wong yesterday, to talk about university education and admissions.

There were people from the different polytechnics, and students from the top JCs.

Was dreading it as I was supposed to have SIFE Meeting and I have to miss a few hours of meeting just to attend the lunch.

In the morning, i woke up late and decided to cab over to MOE building at buona vista.

I thought I was gonna be alone cos i thought nobody i know is going there!

To my surprise, I saw samantha when i alighted from the cab!

We've met once at the previous dialogue session with Minister of Education, Mr Heng Swee Keat at CCK ITE, but we didn't really talk cos i was with my SP friends the other time.

But well, once we started to talk we kept talking, hahaha!

And we're using the same blackberry with the same hot pink rabito case with our furry bunny butt being plucked out! So coincidental right!

After a while, off we went to the 23rd floor.

We went into a room with big round tables, and being welcomed by the director and asst director of MOE of higher education.

Chose our bento set, and soon Mr Wong arrived.

Started the discussions.

Felt rather awkward though because the JC students can speak so much better.

Mr Wong also let us know about his expansion plans and admission issues about university.

I'm not suppose to divulge too much information about what we have discussed.

After which, after 2 hours, we left.

But most of us have got more than half of the bento set not eaten cos we thought it will be kind rude to eat when he's talking. :X

Took a cab with Samantha and headed back to SP.

Bought food at fc2 up to sife room to eat and continue our meeting!

This is the pretty Samantha! :)

Samantha, Me, Deborah (She's rlly a mad cool girl!)

Some of the people at the minister lunch!

Well, at the end of the day, we added each other on facebook and made friends from there! (Y)

The dog tag we made today at army market for $6!

Slept really late yesterday but still woke up rather early in the morning even without my alarm clock ringing.

The air felt so fresh and nice and cooling in the morning.

Met up with josh, pat and boyf to head over to army market!

Had my fav beef noodles and sugar cane juice at golden mile food centre.

Walked around army market! Bought stuff for upcoming trip to india on the 8th!

We all made a dog tag together with all our names, so nice! :)

After that, we headed to Bugis. Wanted to catch a movie at Illuma, but no nice show.

Headed to Bugis Junction, and we were sad because Shaw's renovating!

No movie for us, argh :(

So we continued walking and roaming around!

So nice to bump into WenNi! So long nv see her alrdy, ever since we left secondary school.

Legs were tired, so we sat down for very long to chat about singapore's population, Hahaha!

After which, boyf bought tako and i bought my share tea, and off we headed back home!

Short day, but it was really nice not having to worry about exams and academics.

These are the 3 days that i have to play and enjoy with all my might!

Monday will be back to school for Sife Intensive! :(

Jenn's having her stall at the cathay flea!

Whoever is free, please visit her today and tomorrow! :D

Excited to meet her on sunday when i head back to my old house, XD

Suddenly had an influx of emotions and decided to type it down.
Will delete it after some time, so embarrassing to write this kind of thing! :X

It's pretty weird that i'm feeling sad now instead of happy because exams ended.
one last semester before i leave my polytechnic life.

After the paper, i was thinking and thinking and thinking... Did i enjoyed my poly life?
I was once with a huge class. A huge clique. I found my best sister and later, my boyfriend in poly.
And then it became smaller, but it was really significant to me, and those were the best days of my poly life.
We go for random outings, we gossip, we laugh at each other, we mug hard for projects, we eat together, we have fun together, although we might have internal quarrels, but at the end of the day, we still care and love each other.
As the saying goes, Happiness is always short-lived. So true.
It didn't last long. :'(
But well, most importantly, at least, i had experienced such a happy period with the best people in poly, :)

When i enter polytechnic, i tell myself...
I want to achieve more, I want to learn more, than just excelling in academics.
Commitments from the club came in, and gradually, more commitments from SIFE came...
And much more to explore and learn when i decided to accept the placing in SPOT.
Looking back, i'm glad that i have survived through all these.
The road aren't easy, with countless setbacks.
I cried alone, I weep at night, I felt demoralized and negative.
But, now i smile to myself and say, "Praise the lord, I survived."

There were major changes in my polytechnic life especially during the transition from year 2 to year 3.
It has been my dream to go into the EnCon even before i enter the school.
But although i've made it and got a placing, I wasn't happy, at all.
I was struggling hard, to get used to life without the usual people - my clique, my previous class.
I often feel very sad, because it's just not the same anymore. And at that point of time, i really hate the environment I am in. I no longer feel the warmth and familiarity.
It was a totally new and strange environment that i have to get used to again, and blend in.
The new class was a blend of different kind of people, with all different thinking.
It was also a strange feeling to see the usual people again, doing the same old things we used to do, but not with the both of us anymore. It was with a whole new group of people.
I still remembered vividly, I was so happy inside me on my birthday cause we all got together again, although if felt different.
I tell myself that i am happy, but my heart tells me that it's painful.
The transition was really tough, i just have to continue to smile.
The pain lasted for quite some time throughout this semester, but i chose to run away from the pain cos it was affecting me really badly.

It was after a while that i started to be closer to kaka, cherr and grace compared to the rest of the class.
Esp kaka, although i didn't know her for very long, but she was always there to give me hearts and encouragements, haha!
She's a really really nice person and I'm so glad that she found a boyfriend that cherish her so much now :)

However, in sem 1 of my year 3 life, i skipped many lessons.
I felt that i've lost the motivations i had in the past to attend classes.
I once look forward to school because of my clique. ( Hahahaha i know i sounds rather silly, but really!)
I would like to thank my boyfriend for forcing me to go to school everyday,
and always teaching me how to do assignments and patiently teach me on stuff i don't know.
He do not mind repeating for many many times to ensure that i understand. (Although he sounds more agitated and loud AS USUAL after 3 - 4 times HAHAHA)

Just days before the examinations, I panicked.
I needed someone to talk to so much.
I just don't dare to approach anybody.
because i was afraid of bringing trouble to people.
because i was afraid that people are busy with their things and do not want to talk to me.
because i felt that they dont care anymore.
Jiayu sister came..... :) PTL.

Times were getting better as i kept myself more occupied with stuff.
I got to know really awesome people in sife, esp josh and pat.
the 4 of us could talk for hours and never stop laughing.
We talk cock and nonsensical stuff and we still are able to laugh. HAHA.
Our sife meetings normally ends at about 5pm.
We could sit at the foodcourt, from 5pm till 9pm, to just chat and slack.
At times, we would do crazy things like rushing to ikea just to satisfy our craves for meatballs.

Right now as exams ended, i really felt so relived.
I felt happy that my boyfriend is able to do the papers well, I felt happy that the others are able to do the papers too.
It's just different. I felt happy, because my boyfriend is happy, and people around me are happy too.
^^

Well, this journey in polytechnic was full of ups and downs, smiles and tears.
But you know what, I still felt happy knowing these important people, esp Cheryl sis :)
Thank you for always always being there for me, to make me laugh and make me smile.
I hope you will be strong, i pray for your future to be bright and promising, and i pray for everlasting happiness for you. :)

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有.
What matters most is the love we've once shared, the times we have once enjoyed together. :)
Hahahaha it's just an emo nemo post, but what i want to say is:

YOU ALL ARE THE BESTEST PEOPLE IN MY WHOLE OF POLY LIFE, FOREVER, and always will be. :D

When we went for our clique chalet, Everybody with the just-woke-up-face :)
我不会忘记你们的!

* no more feelings now to continue writing for tl & jj & est already.
Maybe the next post when we leave sp hahahahaha!

Today, i felt a sense of joy from within.
An encouraging message from an important person in the morning made my day and cheered me up!

I didn't know it's so easy to feel happy.

In my quieter moments, I some times reflect on the fact that we generally take the people we love the most for granted.

I love you papa & mummy.
I love you boyf.
Those friends, I love you.
♥

I will do everything I can to be a better person, for you, for them and for me.
I'll be back when i'm ready.

Hi everybody!

I could see a thick layer of dust on my blog already.
I did not go to work today because i fell sick!
However, still had to work from home.
But well, i enjoy being at home yay!

Attachments are coming to an end soon.
Prefer schooling life so much, i want to go back to school.
But, i will miss the distance i have to travel to work everyday.
Direct bus, just 20 min and i can reach the doorstep of my office.
:D

Okay, back to doing my work!

Exams all ended.

A few days of enjoying before i get busy again starting on wednesday!
monday and tuesday will be enjoying and working at Duxton Hill, hahaha! (:

Heading back to school every single day from wednesday onwards except sunday.
10 am to 6pm is crazy, :(
Even during attachment, we have to report back to sp for sife trng, :'(
killll me hahaha.

I wish everyone all the best!
Esp those who've been my classmates for the past 1 or 2 years.
Time spent together were quite long but i guess our interaction was very little.
thats one point that i kinda regretted.
Well, we might be transferred to a totally new class when school starts. I dreaded it.

Woooooo take a break from pnmm report and blog a little.
Finally have some time to do my work, :(
Been really hectic and mad packing this weekend because my parents want us to move in tonight!
Which means we have to move stuff there and pack pack pack.
Gosh, not enough boxes and all too :(

Well, on Friday, received a shocking news.
Thought everything was finally over but no, it haven't even started.
From now till June, it would be a mad mad race for me.
Greater greater commitments.
But i'm sure it will do me good in the long run.

Every friday, I would rlly hope that we will have time to relax since its the last schooling day of the week.
It's super nice after so longgggggggggggggg that boyf and i could relax on a friday evening, :D

Freshness burger at Nex, it tasted especially nice because we didnt have to rush around, and think abt school work. hahahaha!

After i move in, it will be more of Nex Nex Nex...... ahahhaa.

Anyway, this is a DIY nail art of a cat that boyf drew on my thumb!
Okay la, pretty nice for a first-timer! :D

Okie back to rush my report now and continue packing later!