hide my feelings.
Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 1:29 AM
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Yes, Mst is starting.
It is important, becos it still holds certain amount of weightage for my GPA.
Sigh, it suck.
B'cos, i felt like i've not put in effort.
I dun think i felt the urgency.
I dun feel the importance, although i know it is important.
what the fucking fuck fuck.
sigh, vulgarity.
Right, submission for wcd project tml, like finally.
I seriously just needa mug hard for ieb/acc/wcd.
important, very.
Sian ah.
I have no idea why am i having mixed emotions now.
mixture of guilt, anxiety, pressure, everything you can name.
irritating.
How am i going to sleep tonight?
feeling such anxiety will in turn create nightmares for me when im slping.
it is sucksucksuck-ish.
And ya, damn the h1n1 virus.
shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo.
I just felt like the world became so scary.
It sucks when i felt like i've made people angry, unintentionally.
It sucks when i make people change timings becos of me, which caused much inconveniences.
It sucks when i feel like i hate myself.
why do these feelings have to come to me at this time.
sigh. feel so bad.
I have to get on to prepare my stuff for tml.
till here.
i hate periods,
why do girls have to suffer for such stupid fucks every months.
moodswings liek crazy.
everything sucks.
ARGH.
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