And yay before we leave, we bought this similar nike top except that her's in black and mine in purple.

Love ittttttttttttt, (L).

Super niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, :D

Went home after that.

Reached serangoonstation, and i should have taken circle line to amk to meet gegelow,

and not take 315 home, the road is so congested that the whoel journey from serangoon to serangoon north was 40minutes,

hwoh my god.

There goes my tiptoe currypuff tooooo ;X HAHHAHAH.

Right, reached home and slackeddddddd.

After which, calvin talked to me on msn, HAHAHA.

And i just realised that he's doing duty yesterday when we went over to army open house!

And i didnt go and find him and stufff, arghhhhhhh!

Nvm la, next year okay ;D

But although we didnt completed everything, it's still fun right, and i think it's a good experience for the rest cos they didnt go before, ;D

Hope they enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyed, (:

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Right, holidays started,

suddenly felt kinda aimless.

I still prefer schooling days.

It's so contradicting, isnt't it?

During schooldays, we're yearning for holidays,

and now, we want to go back to school.

What's wrong mansszxszxz.

Talking about self-esteem, i think i needa increase it.

Friends around me have been encouraging me,

thanks alot for their concern, i'll try okay,

but, you know, it is not easy, :/

But i will try ;D

I realised i needa do useful things this holidays, rather than spending it away like nobody's business, and slacking like there's no tomorrow.

I know i'm not gonna go and work, but i'm seriously gonna stay and help my dad.

I think he neeeeeds help, (:

During schooldays, i felt so guilty that i have no time to help my parents,

think i'll 'repay' them back during my holidays ;D

Hope i dont end up playing and going out everyday instead. (:

And yeah, my mind is like a whirlwind.

So many things stucked in there, i need a proper getaway and rejuvanate myself before i head back to school next semester.
I know it's gonna be hard becos my the extra leadership and current affairs modules im taking and stuff.

More and more and more projects,

i just hope that we wont have political problems again,

peace peace peace, (:

For this holidays, i'm really gonna try to spend quality time with my family,

and enjoy with my friendsssssssssssss and do some meaningful stuff and explore new things, new places with my sp clique, hehehehhhh ;D

Right, no matter what,

i'm gonna stay strong.

There are times when i just felt like giving up and hide myself in some hole underground,

but thanks my friends for being there for me,

i'm not gonna name all of you out, but you know who you all are (:

Those that are always standing by me, lending me the ever-ready helping hand,

motivating me, and cheeeeering me up(:

Sincerely, thank you.

I'll be okay! (:

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Spiderman once said:

With great powers, comes greater responsibility.

True enough.

On the verge on giving up,

I'll think of sth this wise man said,

when you think of giving up, think of why you started initially and why you persevered till thy time.

Do things with a reason, do things with a drive,

if there's a will, there's always a way.

never give up.

Smile, for the successes you once had.

Smile, for the concerns from people who care.

Smile, for yourself.

You people made me smile.