angry or sad? :/
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 11:17 PM
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but just haven posted it out.
:/
HAIS. i'm always feeling damn fat,
and i rlly rlly wanna slim down :(
you know what people,
i'm super super super affected by what others say can.
Sometimes, im happy to meet up old friends and sec sch friends, or whatever,
but When once i meet old friends or friends whom i did not meet up for quite some time,
the first thing they say is,
"EH MINYEE, YOU BECOME FAT ALRDY LEH,
HAHAHAHAAHAH."
It may seems like a joke to them, but deep down inside, i feel so damn damn damn damn sad&angry you know.
BUT LIKE WTH :(
I know im fatter compared to last time!
BUT RIGHT, i dont think i am THAT THAT fat that people have to remind me that im fat right.
It hurts deep down you know.
I am especially sensitive and super affected when ppl say that can.
I KNOW i've grown like fatter.
People tends to grow fatter faster when they are happy right.
I AM HAPPY WHAT. VERY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
Thats why i've grown fatter so fast.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, i've been trying so damn effing hard to slim down alrdy.
Stop all your comments can. I AM HUMAN.
I GOT FEELINGS YOU KNOW.You just to have to remind me contantly.
No offences, but i just dont liek the feeling,
im trying so damn hard to overcome my inferiority alrdy,
one comment is just able to stab me down right through my heart.
You thought its so easy to pick myself up urhs.
ITS NOT.
HELLO. I HATE BEING FAT TOO.
Sometimes, thats the reason why i avoid every chances to have social events with old friends.
But, i still look forward to those with closer friends, who wouldnt say such things.
YOU KNOW, IT RLLY HURTS MAX.
BUT one thing is,
i rlly appreciate how boyf have encouraged me and stuffff,
he's liek always there for me.
He dont mind anything, he dont mind me being super fat or anything.
(L) !!!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT,
i think im just gonna ignore all these comments made.
Yes, of cos i will still be very very damn affected.
But, im not going to care.
The feeling sucks, max.
I WILL JUST SMILE AND SAY.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
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