Friends.
Thursday, December 23, 2010 @ 2:49 PM
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i just suddenly have this feel to type something which comes from within.
People comes and go, everyone changes, including myself.
Through my 18 years of life, i've experienced the painful, the happy, the angry, and the list goes on.
I've been betrayed, i've experienced people badmouthing me, i've lost several friends.
It hurts very badly, but, i tell myself, this is life. I will only blame me, myself and I (:
But i'm more consoled when i'm reminded that i still have these endearing friends for me to keep. (:
All my close friends matters a lot to me, but one huge mistake is that i always regretted is not putting time off for them. Is it because of my responsibilities or is it because of my poor time management?
Friends changes and moves on along the way.
To me, each friendship to me is unique in its own ways.
Things may change, I'd never be able to predict, but i know, for every living day that i'm given, although i don't express it out, i will cherish and treasure all these gems of my life with all that i have, with all that i am able to give.
It's been a tough mental struggle for myself. Reflecting on my life till now.
There's a lot for me to forgive and forget, and to accept whatever changes that happened, no matter how hurt i am.
and through all these ups and downs on my life, i feel that my life is still beautiful.
Because i know when i'm down, i still have people who are there for me. They might not be the people who talks to me everyday, who chats with me everyday, to make me smile everyday, but there is always this one group of people whom we share a special bond and they are the ones who will pick me up when i fall. These are the people who i can be my true self, without the fear of being looked down.
For everything that I have and am blessed with, I am happy, and I feel that I'm considered lucky because not everybody is blessed with these.
I will never stop understanding, appreciating, cherishing and learning to be a better person for myself, for the world, and for everyone who loves and believes in me.
Back to top, XOXO.