Joy.

Bye! (:

2012-01-13T01:43:00.001+08:00

Hi I've officially moved to somewhere else. :)

2011-11-05T02:11:00.001+08:00

"Love is not about satisfying materialistic wants. It's about being able to enjoy the simplest things in life together."

I finally understand this quote.

I don't need the richest boyfriend on earth or the most handsome guy ever.

I just need a guy to love me more than anything else.

And that's you.

Enjoyed and cherished every moment spent with you.

Appreciate all the little things you've done for me.

Thank you my love. <3

Minister Lunch

2011-09-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

Went for a lunch with Minister of State, Mr Lawrence Wong yesterday, to talk about university education and admissions.

There were people from the different polytechnics, and students from the top JCs.

Was dreading it as I was supposed to have SIFE Meeting and I have to miss a few hours of meeting just to attend the lunch.

In the morning, i woke up late and decided to cab over to MOE building at buona vista.

I thought I was gonna be alone cos i thought nobody i know is going there!

To my surprise, I saw samantha when i alighted from the cab!

We've met once at the previous dialogue session with Minister of Education, Mr Heng Swee Keat at CCK ITE, but we didn't really talk cos i was with my SP friends the other time.

But well, once we started to talk we kept talking, hahaha!

And we're using the same blackberry with the same hot pink rabito case with our furry bunny butt being plucked out! So coincidental right!

After a while, off we went to the 23rd floor.

We went into a room with big round tables, and being welcomed by the director and asst director of MOE of higher education.

Chose our bento set, and soon Mr Wong arrived.

Started the discussions.

Felt rather awkward though because the JC students can speak so much better.

Mr Wong also let us know about his expansion plans and admission issues about university.

I'm not suppose to divulge too much information about what we have discussed.

After which, after 2 hours, we left.

But most of us have got more than half of the bento set not eaten cos we thought it will be kind rude to eat when he's talking. :X

Took a cab with Samantha and headed back to SP.

Bought food at fc2 up to sife room to eat and continue our meeting!

This is the pretty Samantha! :)

Samantha, Me, Deborah (She's rlly a mad cool girl!)

Some of the people at the minister lunch!

Well, at the end of the day, we added each other on facebook and made friends from there! (Y)

Living life to the fullest!

2011-08-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

The dog tag we made today at army market for $6!

Slept really late yesterday but still woke up rather early in the morning even without my alarm clock ringing.

The air felt so fresh and nice and cooling in the morning.

Met up with josh, pat and boyf to head over to army market!

Had my fav beef noodles and sugar cane juice at golden mile food centre.

Walked around army market! Bought stuff for upcoming trip to india on the 8th!

We all made a dog tag together with all our names, so nice! :)

After that, we headed to Bugis. Wanted to catch a movie at Illuma, but no nice show.

Headed to Bugis Junction, and we were sad because Shaw's renovating!

No movie for us, argh :(

So we continued walking and roaming around!

So nice to bump into WenNi! So long nv see her alrdy, ever since we left secondary school.

Legs were tired, so we sat down for very long to chat about singapore's population, Hahaha!

After which, boyf bought tako and i bought my share tea, and off we headed back home!

Short day, but it was really nice not having to worry about exams and academics.

These are the 3 days that i have to play and enjoy with all my might!

Monday will be back to school for Sife Intensive! :(

Jenn's having her stall at the cathay flea!

Whoever is free, please visit her today and tomorrow! :D

Excited to meet her on sunday when i head back to my old house, XD

Friendship - in poly.

2011-08-26T02:15:00.005+08:00

Suddenly had an influx of emotions and decided to type it down.
Will delete it after some time, so embarrassing to write this kind of thing! :X

It's pretty weird that i'm feeling sad now instead of happy because exams ended.
one last semester before i leave my polytechnic life.

After the paper, i was thinking and thinking and thinking... Did i enjoyed my poly life?
I was once with a huge class. A huge clique. I found my best sister and later, my boyfriend in poly.
And then it became smaller, but it was really significant to me, and those were the best days of my poly life.
We go for random outings, we gossip, we laugh at each other, we mug hard for projects, we eat together, we have fun together, although we might have internal quarrels, but at the end of the day, we still care and love each other.
As the saying goes, Happiness is always short-lived. So true.
It didn't last long. :'(
But well, most importantly, at least, i had experienced such a happy period with the best people in poly, :)

When i enter polytechnic, i tell myself...
I want to achieve more, I want to learn more, than just excelling in academics.
Commitments from the club came in, and gradually, more commitments from SIFE came...
And much more to explore and learn when i decided to accept the placing in SPOT.
Looking back, i'm glad that i have survived through all these.
The road aren't easy, with countless setbacks.
I cried alone, I weep at night, I felt demoralized and negative.
But, now i smile to myself and say, "Praise the lord, I survived."

There were major changes in my polytechnic life especially during the transition from year 2 to year 3.
It has been my dream to go into the EnCon even before i enter the school.
But although i've made it and got a placing, I wasn't happy, at all.
I was struggling hard, to get used to life without the usual people - my clique, my previous class.
I often feel very sad, because it's just not the same anymore. And at that point of time, i really hate the environment I am in. I no longer feel the warmth and familiarity.
It was a totally new and strange environment that i have to get used to again, and blend in.
The new class was a blend of different kind of people, with all different thinking.
It was also a strange feeling to see the usual people again, doing the same old things we used to do, but not with the both of us anymore. It was with a whole new group of people.
I still remembered vividly, I was so happy inside me on my birthday cause we all got together again, although if felt different.
I tell myself that i am happy, but my heart tells me that it's painful.
The transition was really tough, i just have to continue to smile.
The pain lasted for quite some time throughout this semester, but i chose to run away from the pain cos it was affecting me really badly.

It was after a while that i started to be closer to kaka, cherr and grace compared to the rest of the class.
Esp kaka, although i didn't know her for very long, but she was always there to give me hearts and encouragements, haha!
She's a really really nice person and I'm so glad that she found a boyfriend that cherish her so much now :)

However, in sem 1 of my year 3 life, i skipped many lessons.
I felt that i've lost the motivations i had in the past to attend classes.
I once look forward to school because of my clique. ( Hahahaha i know i sounds rather silly, but really!)
I would like to thank my boyfriend for forcing me to go to school everyday,
and always teaching me how to do assignments and patiently teach me on stuff i don't know.
He do not mind repeating for many many times to ensure that i understand. (Although he sounds more agitated and loud AS USUAL after 3 - 4 times HAHAHA)

Just days before the examinations, I panicked.
I needed someone to talk to so much.
I just don't dare to approach anybody.
because i was afraid of bringing trouble to people.
because i was afraid that people are busy with their things and do not want to talk to me.
because i felt that they dont care anymore.
Jiayu sister came..... :) PTL.

Times were getting better as i kept myself more occupied with stuff.
I got to know really awesome people in sife, esp josh and pat.
the 4 of us could talk for hours and never stop laughing.
We talk cock and nonsensical stuff and we still are able to laugh. HAHA.
Our sife meetings normally ends at about 5pm.
We could sit at the foodcourt, from 5pm till 9pm, to just chat and slack.
At times, we would do crazy things like rushing to ikea just to satisfy our craves for meatballs.

Right now as exams ended, i really felt so relived.
I felt happy that my boyfriend is able to do the papers well, I felt happy that the others are able to do the papers too.
It's just different. I felt happy, because my boyfriend is happy, and people around me are happy too.
^^

Well, this journey in polytechnic was full of ups and downs, smiles and tears.
But you know what, I still felt happy knowing these important people, esp Cheryl sis :)
Thank you for always always being there for me, to make me laugh and make me smile.
I hope you will be strong, i pray for your future to be bright and promising, and i pray for everlasting happiness for you. :)

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有.
What matters most is the love we've once shared, the times we have once enjoyed together. :)
Hahahaha it's just an emo nemo post, but what i want to say is:

YOU ALL ARE THE BESTEST PEOPLE IN MY WHOLE OF POLY LIFE, FOREVER, and always will be. :D

When we went for our clique chalet, Everybody with the just-woke-up-face :)
我不会忘记你们的!

* no more feelings now to continue writing for tl & jj & est already.
Maybe the next post when we leave sp hahahahaha!

Joy.

2011-07-31T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today, i felt a sense of joy from within.
An encouraging message from an important person in the morning made my day and cheered me up!

I didn't know it's so easy to feel happy.

♥

2011-05-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

In my quieter moments, I some times reflect on the fact that we generally take the people we love the most for granted.

I love you papa & mummy.
I love you boyf.
Those friends, I love you.
♥

Change.

2011-05-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

I will do everything I can to be a better person, for you, for them and for me.
I'll be back when i'm ready.

Broken hearts, broken lives; he will take them all.

2011-04-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody!

I could see a thick layer of dust on my blog already.
I did not go to work today because i fell sick!
However, still had to work from home.
But well, i enjoy being at home yay!

Attachments are coming to an end soon.
Prefer schooling life so much, i want to go back to school.
But, i will miss the distance i have to travel to work everyday.
Direct bus, just 20 min and i can reach the doorstep of my office.
:D

Okay, back to doing my work!

Happiness is always shortlived.

2011-02-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

Exams all ended.

A few days of enjoying before i get busy again starting on wednesday!
monday and tuesday will be enjoying and working at Duxton Hill, hahaha! (:

Heading back to school every single day from wednesday onwards except sunday.
10 am to 6pm is crazy, :(
Even during attachment, we have to report back to sp for sife trng, :'(
killll me hahaha.

I wish everyone all the best!
Esp those who've been my classmates for the past 1 or 2 years.
Time spent together were quite long but i guess our interaction was very little.
thats one point that i kinda regretted.
Well, we might be transferred to a totally new class when school starts. I dreaded it.

Life's hard,accept that.

2011-01-30T13:27:00.001+08:00

Woooooo take a break from pnmm report and blog a little.
Finally have some time to do my work, :(
Been really hectic and mad packing this weekend because my parents want us to move in tonight!
Which means we have to move stuff there and pack pack pack.
Gosh, not enough boxes and all too :(

Well, on Friday, received a shocking news.
Thought everything was finally over but no, it haven't even started.
From now till June, it would be a mad mad race for me.
Greater greater commitments.
But i'm sure it will do me good in the long run.

Every friday, I would rlly hope that we will have time to relax since its the last schooling day of the week.
It's super nice after so longgggggggggggggg that boyf and i could relax on a friday evening, :D

Freshness burger at Nex, it tasted especially nice because we didnt have to rush around, and think abt school work. hahahaha!

After i move in, it will be more of Nex Nex Nex...... ahahhaa.

Anyway, this is a DIY nail art of a cat that boyf drew on my thumb!
Okay la, pretty nice for a first-timer! :D

Okie back to rush my report now and continue packing later!

Faith.

2011-01-24T00:07:00.001+08:00

Faith is the power that turns the "impossible" into the "inevitable". Keep believing.
Walk by faith, not by sight.

Low productivity level for these days.
Too tired, too occupied with too many stuff in my mind.
But i shall divide and conquer! No matter what, results must still be shown!

FMA paper tomorrow!
Go go go go go!

SPSEC Mini Xmas Gathering

2011-01-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

PICTURE SPAM;

A few words from me:
Thanks everybody for coming,
thanks the organisers for the gathering,
thanks the exco for helping and all! :D
Merry Xmas, and a very very happy new year ;D

NICE MAH? :D
Love SPSEC :D

Xiao bai bai ;D

2011-01-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

Short post now!

Having boring flash lesson now, waiting for martin to release the results.

*shrugs* :(

It was yuemei jiejie's 21st birthday part yesterday, held at the function room of our condo. ;D

It was quite a nice family gathering, (:

This time round, we, the cousins were all playing monopoly deal hahahaha!

The only lonely person was xiao bai! Everybody was busy with their stuff so everybody don't have time for him.

He was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr emo :(

So i decided to be his caretaker for the night, ;D

He looooook super sad :(

Just a few pictures to show! ;D

The proper ones are taken with the dslr, which i think needs a lot of time for the person to upload before it will reach me ;P

He is 8 years old alrdy :/ a few more years.... before he's gonna leave us.

Sad dog, :( Like wanna cry alrdy right :(

He don't wanna look at the camera! :(

After very long, then he's willing to face the camera, but the picture is kinda blur ;(

Overall, it was quite a nice gathering for the family, (:

Okay gtg now! :D

Handicap.

2011-01-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

Bored at home on a saturday night.

School was as per normal yesterday.
Leg was bandaged again.
But it swell more than the previous day, idk why.
Boyf and i were supposed to catch a movie after school.
But my feet gave way and it was damn pain even when im not walking.
So, we decided that i should go home. Sighhhhhh, no more movie :(

hmmmmmms, random thoughts.
But, somehow when i'm able to walk normally again,
i will cherish my healthy and able legs.
Yesterday night was terrible.
I can't walk. It swelled like even bigger and the pain almost killed me.
The only way i could move from rooms to rooms is using the roller chairs.
Else, someone have to carry me.
The feeling sucked alot alot alot.
Please, let me be able to walk like a normal person again.
I don't want to limp.
Faster, please hurry get well soon, my leg.
I will be careful next time. :/

Have to give both jiayu's sis and kristen's bbq a miss.
Sigh.

Anyway, i wanna thank boyf for coming over to my house to fetch me to school, and send me home every single day when i was injured, even though i know you're very tired from the little number of hours of sleep everyday! *air hug*

thoughts.

2011-01-07T00:49:00.001+08:00

People always thinks that the most painful thing in life is losing the one you value most.
However, truth is, the most painful thing in life is when the one you value most forgets your existence.

glorious.

2011-01-05T00:13:00.001+08:00

hi everyone!
Suddenly have this blogging bug coming back to me again.
A short little post for everyday okay! :P
school have been reallyyyyy tiring!
Hate swollen eyes days mann, really! ;(
makes me look super shag and tired!

Didnt really had a good start for the day.
Mood was down because i was feeling kinda sad,
for the same reason again.
It's bothering me so much :/
Slowly, i started feeling better. (:

Anyway, got back results for ERP and econs,
quite satisfied but i think it can be better hehehehhe.
Boyf got quite good result too, happy for him too! ;D

Meetup with yilun, jiayu sis and elaine was awesome!
Thanks for the sharing session, i've been enlightened.
I've learnt a lot a lot a lot! :D
I'll be more positive to life.
Believe. Believe. Believe.
Forgive forgive forgive.
Learning to be a better person...

it takes two hands to clap.

2011-01-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

Flash test on the very first day of school.

Hais ah, pls let me get at least 60%!

I could only get scene 1 and scene 3 right, and scene 2 was an epic disaster.

Meeting jiayu sis and elaine and mystery friend tomorrow after school yay yay! ;D

And, thanks boyf and friends for all your encouragements!

This is really one of the very down period of my 18 years on earth.

I'm really trying very hard to overcome the feelings.

Another thing i've been very inferior these days,

are my mosquitoes bites from batam a few week ago.

The strings are so poisonous that they leave black scars on my legs and arms.

Sigh. Anybody have got any good scar cream to recommend? :/

Almighty God.

2011-01-01T22:01:00.001+08:00

Woah, its been so long since i properly updated again!
3 weeks of holidays have passed very quickly, and, without realising, it's coming to an end! :(

Week 1 was tiring but fun! At Batam with the sife people, (:
Don't really have much pictures! Just a few i've taken on the last day of the trip with my camera (:
One thing i'm still very sad about, is forgetting to take pictures with boyf at batam!
Last trip there, yet no pictures! Argh, :(
And and, boyf and i spent our 15th monthsary over at batam, :P

Group picture with pakciks ;D

billy beef with his beefy look ;P

huiling and me! (:

rare animal playing pool! :P

The 3 musketeers! :D
Boyf and i were closer to them throughout the trip this time, and we really laughed a lot! :P

Right, the next day after we came back to sg,
we had to go back to school for Sife audition, as well as meeting up with group members to do nma2 project!(:

And on 23rd, we have got our christmas celebration with the club ;D
Thanks my organising comm for the hardwork! :D
Pictures to be up soon too, :D

On 24th, which is xmas eve, met up with boyf and off we went to eat some good food :P
we then went over to jurong west to CHC! (:
Thanks jiayu sis for inviting me over for xmas service, it was awesome!
Thanks to the drama production too ;D
When pastor kong was talking about some stuff, i felt the torture i'm having in this current messy life of mine,
i was crying and crying, so embarrassing.
Thanks elaine and jiayu for praying for me, :D
Went home after dinner! (:

On 25th! It is Xmas dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
mummmmy&dad invited boyf over! (:
Parents didn't open their shop so we went out as a family + boyf! (:
Headed for brunch at buddy hoagies, yumyum!
And headed to safra for pool billiard bowling blablabla for the whole day.
Yay very nice day spent with family and boyf!! :D
After that, thai food dinner at kovan.
Mad awesome, best thai food ever despite the long queue :P
Headed home and was very very tired! (:

Thats all for my xmas weeeeeeeeeeek! (:

"Friendship is like a violin - the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last for always."

strangers.

2010-12-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

Dont look forward to returning to school.
Cos its never gonna feel the same again.

Friends.

2010-12-23T14:49:00.001+08:00

Xmas, a season of giving, and expressing gratitudes.
i just suddenly have this feel to type something which comes from within.

People comes and go, everyone changes, including myself.
Through my 18 years of life, i've experienced the painful, the happy, the angry, and the list goes on.
I've been betrayed, i've experienced people badmouthing me, i've lost several friends.
It hurts very badly, but, i tell myself, this is life. I will only blame me, myself and I (:
But i'm more consoled when i'm reminded that i still have these endearing friends for me to keep. (:

All my close friends matters a lot to me, but one huge mistake is that i always regretted is not putting time off for them. Is it because of my responsibilities or is it because of my poor time management?
Friends changes and moves on along the way.
To me, each friendship to me is unique in its own ways.
Things may change, I'd never be able to predict, but i know, for every living day that i'm given, although i don't express it out, i will cherish and treasure all these gems of my life with all that i have, with all that i am able to give.

It's been a tough mental struggle for myself. Reflecting on my life till now.
There's a lot for me to forgive and forget, and to accept whatever changes that happened, no matter how hurt i am.
and through all these ups and downs on my life, i feel that my life is still beautiful.
Because i know when i'm down, i still have people who are there for me. They might not be the people who talks to me everyday, who chats with me everyday, to make me smile everyday, but there is always this one group of people whom we share a special bond and they are the ones who will pick me up when i fall. These are the people who i can be my true self, without the fear of being looked down.
For everything that I have and am blessed with, I am happy, and I feel that I'm considered lucky because not everybody is blessed with these.

I will never stop understanding, appreciating, cherishing and learning to be a better person for myself, for the world, and for everyone who loves and believes in me.

take my life.

2010-12-13T01:31:00.001+08:00

When will i be able to rest? When i be able to properly enjoy time with people i love?
When will i be able to stop being accused by people for neglecting my friends?
Why isit always workworkworkworkworkschoolschoolschoolschoolschool.
It affects my relationship, it affect my kinship, it affects every fucking shit.
I have no energy anymore.

I have only one piece of heart.
Extremely fragile, this is a fact that never had changed, and it will never changed.
Rejections, demotivations, they always hit me so hard.
Every little small thing that displease people, every little small problem i accidentally caused,
it haunts me, it hurts me, very much.
I hate to sleep. Before i close my eyes, I will never fail to think of how people once ostracised me, how people humiliated me, how people ignored me, how people discriminate my work, how people talk behind my back.
Hi, i am, still a human being.
I've tried to be very strong, but I just couldnt although i seems like i've changed into a stronger person.
I'm on the verge of giving up, everything.
I hate how i always cry, because i really dont know what else i can do.

Brother's 16th.

2010-12-13T00:27:00.004+08:00

Sneak preview :P

2010-12-11T10:29:00.000+08:00

Hi all,
y' know what.
MST ENDED!
MST ENDED!
MST ENDED!
MST ENDED!
MST ENDED!!!

:D :D :D
Say yay to temporary freedom again.
But no really, because i have a whole truckload of things to complete throughout this 3 short weeks of break!

4 papers this time, all quite okay except for ERP. :(
I think i screw my MCQs big time, hahahaha.
But oh well, over already so dont say already ;P

Yesterday, after our final paper, sat down for project discussion with yande toby jj huifang, allocated all the necessary work! And we chit chatted while waiting for other groups ;D hahaha!
Them, parted with cherylsis emily tl at mrt!
Then boyf and i went to plaza sing to satisfy my cravings for fish& co!
But, we're so damn tired and lazy that we do not want to walk over to glasshouse.
In the end, settled for fish manhattan. Not that very nice :(
Hahaha, after which, walked around and off we went to watch movie!
Settled for Rapunzel!
It was mad awesome and touching,
that it made me cried when the king cried, and when the lanterns were released up in the sky.
I wouln't mind watching it again.
Considered the best fairytale movie i've watched i guess.
After which, it was mad rush back to school :(
SCHOOL AGAIN HUH :(
We seems like the only crazy people rushing up to business blk at 4+pm.
Met up with skyyyyyy and went for the en con funding talk, and after which, mad rush to innovillage for our sife pre-departure meeting!
Rushing everywhere :(
Did the usual stuff like briefing them and etc, and admin matters like medical forms indem forms and such.
Suddenly felt like we have more and more and more and very alot more things to do for this trip. ;X
It would be a crazy 7 days at batam doing manual work!
Building of the fish cage would be my goal this trip. But it's really difficult cos i'm not some engineering students and etc.
I know nuts about building a fish cage that can float!! Alot of research to be done howhow :(
But thank god there's more people going toooooo!
Hur so now im left with some admin work to do and ferry tickets have to be booked by tonights,
purchase of insurance by monday!
Lalalalalalaaaaaa (:

Okie off to get some breakfast for now!
I'll be back to blog again soon! (:

faith.

2010-12-04T13:46:00.002+08:00

“People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people may accuse you of selfish motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful, you may win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and transparent anway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People who really want help may attack you if you help them. Help them anyway. Give the world the best you have and you may get hurt. Give the world your best anyway.” Mother Teresa

i no like exams.

2010-12-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i just changed to google chrome theme and it's the nicest ever theme. ;D
hehehhhhee.

Argh exams are coming in just a few days time and i just started reading a few slides of erp only.

Dont like to study that because i have got no motivation to study because i feel that the module is kinda meaningless.

All we do for the module is just following instructions on the practicals blindly.

Sigh how am i gonna sit for my paper on monday when i know nuts about erp!

Haiyaks i cant stop whining because i really dont like the feeling of having stuff and problems and tasks piling up and up especially during the exam periods.

Heading to batam again for sife trip!

New blood joining us, but it's consider a bigger group so lets hope we can do more things in this trip! (:

Exams are coming and my breakouts are very damn bad.
And when it's the exam period, my hair will keep dropping.
Idk how and idk what to do! :(

This post is like damn random again.

i shld go now.

bye!

sigh you know how bad it feels to be _____ ?

double sigh.

negative things - they always snowballs.

2010-11-27T13:03:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone,

it's been another busy(as usual) week of school!

Everyday also hectic and busyyyy. Hahaha.

What suck most is the number of hours of sleep i get everyday,

so pathetic.

Supposed to study today but i'm heading out later.

oh my god. hahhaha.

Have been neglecting my school work for quite a bit because of the other commitments.

so guilty! Will tune back asap because MSTs are coming in a week!

So many papers! :(

Went to NEX yesterday after school to walk around with boyf.

So big! But it's not as atas as i thought it would be, abit disappointed.

hahahahaha, but there's isetan there! Ettusais is there. hahahahaa :P

People always criticise about everything except themselves.

i realised it goes the same for me sometimes, it's bad.

Like a random post here.

My room is in a huge mess.

How am i gonna start tidying?

SHIT.

random!

2010-11-21T01:54:00.001+08:00

Flea is tiring.
My virgin time setting up a stall.
Hehehe set up with baby's sis! ;D
It was kinda funny when baby's aunties&uncles all came down to support us suddenly ahahah!
Hahahaha come and find us, changi airport car boot & flea market sale! :D

Okay time to sleep.
So tired today.
I have not studied during the weekends.
So guilty. ;X

Anyway, love that little boy plushie keychain that baby bought for me
SO DAMN CUTE.
love love love love love!

ordeal.

2010-11-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

hi i will come back to blog tomorrow.

these days have been very taxing on my mind, always have to be on the ball, thinking and thinking and brainstorming.
But it's good cause it kinda stimulated my mind to think about new ideas all the time when im bored,
rather than daydreaming ahahaha!
now i'm starting to feel weird when my brains stops thinking.
XD

Okay i'm being rush off to bed right now.
see you soon folks.
i kinda missing blogging rlly. hahahaha ;D

note; i love low yi zhi LOL!

Some people are bornt gorgeous.

2010-11-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

As stated as my title,

dont you think so?

Beautiful, kind, charismatic, smart&influential.

Woah.

life's not a bitch.

2010-11-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

Oh no this is so so so so so tiring.
Life's been difficult but it's still going well i guess.
School work have been getting more and more difficult.
Responsibilities are piling every single day.
Have been trying our luck for the entrepreneurship concentration.
Hope we get it but it seems so damn competitive now cos there's so many groups from dba.
Oh no, but haiya since we see some sparks after talking to mr lee we'll see how is it.
Else we'll just continue with our ebm and set up our business ourselves, hopefully! hahaha ;D
please please please.

Anyway, TGIF.
Its friday finally, i've been waiting for this day since monday hahahaha!

Okay let me talk about today.
Was early for WSD, yay!
Did some database stuff and as usual, our quiz every lesson.
Break after that, aiyo the japanese food looks so not appetising. ;P
Back to class after that for flashhhhh!
Blabla and went for meeting after that.
Dead tired.
And oh my god i saw pt at amk station ^^
Hahahahaha but so paiseh cos she's with her boy and i dont wanna be lightbulb hahahaahah!
Headed home and yay to mummy for cooking tonic for me. Bitter but i like it :X

Okay la i have nth to blog about already.
So tired, im going to go sleep soon.
Tomorrow's gonna be another long long long day.
Everybody rest well eat well think well judge well.

keep up the spirit, yo.

2010-11-11T00:58:00.001+08:00

starting a business isn't easy.

earning money is even more difficult.

i love my life.

2010-11-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody i will come back to blog here again.
Tried blogging at wordpress for two posts only but i think i will come back to here becos i like my template here better.
It's easier to blog there but it seems that my post don't come out that that nice and they way i want it to be.

Hahahha.
It was deepavali yesterday!
The dumbo one day holiday came in time because i had 3 designs to rush out.
Hahahaha spent my whole day doing designs and downloading settings! ahahahaha.
Which i kinda enjoyed but just sick of the idea-generating part, ;D

The past few days was horrible because i slept after 2am every night.
I ended up having just a few hours of sleeeeep everyday and i really had problem concentrating in school.
There's many times when i was sleeping with my eyes open during lecture hahaha!

I hate my fringe omg cos its so damn messsy.
I'm going for a hair cut in a while before i meet my dummy boyf. :D

And hi everybody please like this fb page!
It's for project purposessssss, ;D
http://www.facebook.com/McMonopolytrade
Thanks zoeraymond for helping me post it in ur fb and it got quite a number of people liking it after you posted it. *happpy beammmmms*

Okie back to packing my things and i have to leave my house in 5 minutes from now to the salooooon.
Yayyyyyy to neater hair :D

Happy bday, love. [transferred from wordpress]

2010-11-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hi everybody! :D

I'm dead beat from all the designing work. hu hu hu!

I'm late but i just want to wish baby a happpppy 18th birthday! :D :D

(2nd Nov)

Hope you like the cupcakes and the stuff that i gave you ;P

Hope you enjoyed the little gatherings with the fav. people and zg/yx! :D

Thanks everyone for making him happy today! :D

-----More pictures and stuff up soon! :D-----------

to anybody, you might be just a normal boy, a normal person. but to me, you are someone special, someone who's becoming a great part of my life. People say the greatest happiness in life is to love and feel loved. No one, have ever make me so blissful like you do. You are the reason, for my willingness to always put in effort to do things to make you happy. Lets work towards our goals and dreams together.I believe the journey would be tough, but with you there, i'm ever ready for the rocky road ahead.For i know you will always be there to support me. You never fails to pick me up when i falls. love you baby, ♥

Uh oh... [Transferred from wordpress]

2010-10-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hi its the first time i'm blogging through wordpress.

I think it's a nicer blogging platform compared to blogger.
hahhaha. there's now my archive at the side bar.
I've deleted all my childish archives from secondary school.
Can't believe how retarded i am to write like twitzszxszx in the past.

Let me update about my weekends!
Saturday was a long day with boyf at profit acceleration workshop at maxwell road.
It was from 9 am to 6pm!
After which, boyf sent me home while he head to his grandma house.

Sunday!
It was a tiring day for me too because it's boyf's sister's bday!
It was held at a chalet and i'm worn out and tired after that.
The food's awesome. His family members were friendly people especially his da yi :P
Left and boyf sent me home.
He came up to my house to lepak a while before heading home again.
hahaha (:

Monday!
Today was first day of school.
The train's terrible mann! Very packed all the way to dover,
especially bad at jurong east station!
Reached school and howard was late, so he allowed us to go have our breakfast first.
Had a real bad time during lesson because the aircon was blowing directly at me :(
After which, went over to starbucks to buy breakfast for brother bing and brought up to innovillage for him.
Stayed there to discuss about stuff,
and chiong back to SB for lecture after that!
Back to class for flash, and yay school dismissal!
Train-ed over to citylink and got something something for someone.
And home! (:

Thats all!
Love the non-lag-ness of wordpress!
<3

Ritual 2- Superb Communicators

2010-10-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

Most leaders had been brainwashed and feels that leaders are supposed to talk more, and the followers listen.
However, now I think thats not true. I have to improve my listening skill as i believe it will turn people off if i continue, else it is indirectly telling people that i do not care and that would definitely be one of the root causes of a low morale and low-trust environment that always happen. Visionary leaders should listen, as, all human beings have the internal hunger to be understood by others. By listening to others, it shows that you value and believe your followers.

Quick Fact:
Human beings possess the ability to listen at a rate of 500 words per minute, yet we speak at a much slower rate of 100 to 125 words per minute. With all that spce to fill, out minds tends to wander.

An unknown weakness can never be transformed into strength.

Note to self: Listen with the intent to listen, and not listen with the intent to respond.

Manage by Mind, Lead by Heart.

2010-10-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

Hi people.

We took this quite some time ago already.
No picture to post so let me post this :P
That distinct focal point in the picture is the one i like most! :P

first day of school:
Reached school to collect shirts from valerie then off we went to business blk for our class.
Howard yap was late :P
Had a very short introduction to the module and stuff, and the 5 of us were dismissed?
hahahha, went over to guard house area, grab our materials and off we started to work ;X
SP's having this anti-smoking campaign!
Hmmmmms, okay its a little tough but i think SP really spend too much money on this, ;X
Becos i feel that the results are bad :X
Alright then after which, each of us got ourselves $10 kfc vouchers hahaa!
Went to have KFC breakfasttt at fc5! (:
Played monopoly deal the whole time there!
After that, back to doing a while more of duty and off we went for lecture! (:

It was FMA lecture and im almost bored to death.
Thank god i had my heaven and earth green tea hahahaha :P
After that, we had our last lesson of the day!
NM2 by martin which i thought he's rather funnnnnnny ;D
Intro-ed and splitted up into groups! (:
Our grp consists of huifang! junjie! yande! toby! myself! ;D
Yeahhh discussed abt some stuffff and did some activities and thats allll for the day!
What a tiring and long dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Was too tired, and hungry at the same time!
Took 74 with baby all the way to chongboon centre but upon reaching, we realised its monday and the prawn mee store is not opened! :(
Very sad! hahahaha, we settled for chicken rice and nasi lemak! (:
After which, we really had a long walk from amk to serangoon gardens back to my house!
We're chatting along the way hahahaha ;D
After that, we saw this angmoh small girl selling ice lemon tea by the roadside,
baby decided to encourage her entrepreneurial spirit by buying a large cup from her even though its tasteless :p
After which, he accompanied me up to jenn's house and sent me home after that!
What a tiring dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

second day of school;
Today both baby and i woke up late oh no!
Hurried rushed out within half an hour of preparation and met up with him at khatib!
Made use of my time reading my robin sharma's book.
I think it really enlightened me a little.
Rusheddddd to school and we were 20 minutes late for class oh no!
Our econs teacher just talked and talked.
but im abit worried cos the way she talk just make one wanna sleeeeep :(
Argh, early released and went for br-unch at fc6!
Prawn meeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Had a long chat with cheryl sis, yanlin and emily!
After that, we went to bizIT library's cafe to slack.
Chit chat and all these (: Then read boook all these (:
It was a tormenting 3 hours break. too long :(
Back to class for enterprise resource planning!
I think the teacher very humourous yay! :D
Everybody had to introduce themselves again, aahahaha,
like so weird, How to answer when people call you to say something about yourself?
Argh, but oh well! Time passed quite fast!
Off to econs lecture again!
The concepts were damn confusing argh :(
After which, at 5pm, we allllllll were dismissed argh finally!
Went to get some bites at fc6 with boyf before heading to the bus stop to 74 home! :D
Thanks boyf for accompanying me back again hehehe :D
Reached home and im dead tired! HAHA!

Thats all for my first two days in school!
Tiring long days!
Hate my timetableeeeeeee mannnnnnn!

Happy 13th months baby ;D

2010-10-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

Thanks for your handmade 爱心早餐!
It sure taste as good, or better than subway's footlong hahaha! :D

This time it was special because we spend our day with my family :X
Hope you enjoyed the dinner just now! :P

love you you rock!
<3

♥♥♥

2010-10-16T02:06:00.000+08:00

hihi!

Here are some pics taken on 9th oct?

Fish&co at suntec!

Pictures taken at the park at The Helix, (:

Interior of MBS ;D

You bug me. You nag at me. You make me happy. You make me angry. You make me sad. You make me lonely. You make me feel loved. You make me feel tired. You make me worried. You make me cry. You make me feel beautiful. Thank you baby!
You're amazing just the way you are :D

Because you smiled (:

2010-10-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

14/10/10

Cycling at Ubin with fav people + jay's gf! ;P

Woke up earlier(compared to the other days), and hurry went to meet boyf at busstop.

Took 109 and reached changi village after a long long ride.

We smuggled some donuts up on the bus and sneakily munched on it when the driver's not looking :P

Reached changi village and ran to mama store to get drinks and cola push pop :P

After that we hurried to changi point terminal to meet cheryl sis and tl, (:

Went to the ladies to look for cheryl sis with my sunblock then we kept applying haahahah :P

i think my leg's dark enough and should not be even more dark already! :P

Soon after, jay and gf(ying) reached! :P

Hahaah lucky we don't have to wait.

there's 12 passengers just nice!

So off we left to board the little boat to wu-ming-dao! :D

Reached and we first went to eat first.

Ordered claypot noodles, seafood fried rice, bee hoon! (:

Ate finished, we rent bikes, then off we startttt cycling :D

Hahahahaa, so tiring to ride up slopes,

thus we will always dismount and pushhhh our bicycles up the slopes :P

And the down slopes all very shiok ah,

but i dont dare to open my mouth in case things fly in :P

Okay i dont elaborate too much on the cycling journey, ;P

We stopped a few times to look at stuff, (:

I was craving for tori-q badly halfway toooooo ahhaah! :P

After thatttttttttt, we headed to this shop to drink coconut.

shiokkkkkk ah ah ah :D

Then, we rode to some secret garden, and then back to the rental place to return our bikes.
Had a small chat with the uncle about the place and his dog and stuff.

After which, we go take some pictures and headed back to mainland singapore! (:

This is my outcome after playing with image effects for a while :P

After which, 'checkout' already, headed to changi village market to have food.
Super duper hungry hungry hungry, ;P
Shared hokkien mee, carrot cake, chicken wing, sugar cane juice with boyf.
Took 109 with jay-ying and went home.
At first boyf fell asleeep so i let him sleep.
After that i bth and fell asleeeeep then he let me sleep hahahaha ;P
I alighted with boyf which jay-ying continued their journey to serangoon interchange ;P
Boyf came to my house to rest and he headed home at about 9plus (:
Mum wants him to bring green bean soup home to drink, because boyf looks very heaty hahahaha :P

Yeah nice day!
School starting next week.
I've got a feeeeeling we'll all be seperated into different project groups argh!

okay byebyebye.
xoxo!

fight the bloat pls.

2010-10-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hi hi hi, my exercise plan failed badly!
I ate slept watch movie slept eat slack and later go back to sleep.
Shit someone help me kill those fats.
And help me fight the bloat in my tummy!

Cycling at ubin tomorrow!
Yayyyyyyyyyy :D

SCHOOL IS STARTING NEXT MONDAY.
I HATE THE TIMETABLE, SO LONG BREAKS.
WHY NOT LET US HAVE LESSER BREAKS BUT END SCHOOL EARLIER?
:(

hi, i'm fine!

2010-10-12T01:21:00.004+08:00

HI HI HI :D

let me blog a brief post about some days!

27/9/2010, monday!
In the morning, went out to eat longjohn breakfast with boyf!
what a nice way to start your monday morning yes? :P
And he sent me to dohby ghaut to meet jiayu sis! :D yayyyy :P

I finally seee jiayu sis!!! :D
Yayyyyyyyy. We went astons to eat and walk walk around ;D
Chatttttted alot mannnnns. After we walked until tired already, we went to carl's junior to sit down and continue talking.
AHHAHA, we were talking about gerald and cedric, hehehehe :P
Talked for very longggg.
And after that, we went to walk walk for a while more! :D
Niceeeeeeee catch-up session with her.
We promised to make a point to meet up once every holiday ;P

After which, i went to novena to meet peiting besty! :D
Waited for veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long :/
After that, when she reached, we went to walk walk around.
Buy things and stufffff, then chat chat chat :D
It was quite a short catch-up session though! (:
But nonetheless, at least we get to see each other after so long hahahhaaahaha! (:
Reached home dead beat and tired!!
I think i had a nice sleep that night :P

------
Wednesday! 29/9/2010!
It was a mad rush because the previous night we had very damn little sleeping time because we were rushing for our project hijau bakau presentation!
It was damn taxing and i was super tired!
Woke up in the morning, late!
Met him at amk mrt and we cab down to school oh no :(
The judges were there already. We quickly set up our stuff and present.
Phewwwwwwwwwwww. all done and successful :D
After that, decided to go to vivocity with boyf! :D
Got some macarons for family and jenn! :D
I met Peiting besty again in the evening!
She wanna do some redken treatment while i want a haircut!
Waited for her to complete her treatment, ;P
Went home first, and went to jenn's house after that :D :D
And yeaaaaaaaaaaa, back home and i was deadbeat again oh no!
Slept well again that night hahaahha :D

30/9/2010, thursday!
Back to SP again, woahlao :(
Had a pre-departure meeting with the people.
Hand out packing list, discuss some action plans, settle admin matters, woah all these!
After that, headed over to dover clinic for jab!
Boyf went in the room with me oh no!
Evil doctor so painful! :X
Arms numb mannnnn.
Hurry left the clinic fast and off we went off.
He accompanied me to meet my parents at serangoon mrt and off we went to the designer's office.
Discussed about the renovations stuffffffff.
Headed home after that.

Friday was some relax day.
Packed my luggage, spend time with family, etcetc! :D

Saturday(1st oct)!
Off to batam! :D

Woah long post again!at least got one small pic on top :P
the blogging bug is coming to me again!

Project Hijau Bakau -Phase 1

2010-10-12T00:52:00.001+08:00

Read if you can tahan the many words ;P

No pictures because i have to wait till i get it from prof funny and wangthng, our awesome IT dudes :P

Hi everybody!

I'm gonna post about our trip to batam, else i really will forget what we did there!
Just very brief, i can't really remember every single detail ;P

boyf was actually the project leader, and i'm kind of like his assistant cum admin person cum treasurer :P
I was supposed to be the pettycashier and handled 5 million rupiah ;P
HAHHAHA.

Alrights, the trip had a bad start.
All thanks to be for being sucha goondoosaaamy and had the ferry timing mixed up.
Shit myself :( was feeling so damn guilty to make everybody wait for 2 hours.
We were supposed to take the 2.20pm ferry, but we ended up taking the 4.20pm ferry.
Sorry peopleeeeeeee.
But at least we used that time to bond and chitchat, phew!
This time round, there's a few whom i've never met before!
I think this company of people for this trip was a good one!
I've never laughed so much in a trip before! :D

Okie, we left to take the ferry.
The ferry seems to reach nongsapura very fast!
Thank goodness i had my sourplum so there's no sign of motion sickness!
I'm glad we had thng in our team because he had tissues, chocolates, sweets and nice stufff.
HAHAHA, but of cos it's not just that. He was one of the joker of the trip :P
Reached there, splitted into two groups!
Gerald, weiyuan and thng went to look at the site,
while the rest including myself, went to the hotel first.
Wooooooooh, we were welcomed with our refreshing welcome drink :P
I went to book 2 bungalows with 3 rooms each.
bungalow a5 consists of mr soh in room, thng and boyf in another room, huiling and myself in another room (:
bungalow a6 consists of baoxiong and nic in one room, wangting and fahmy in another, and weiyuan and wailek in another! (:
Handed them the keys and off we went to check in!
Yayyyyyy, and sooooon when the rest came back to join us,
we rest for a while before i book another bus to batam centre!
We all went there and had this very awesome dinner! (i think its awesome because we were all famished!)
After which, all 11 of us, went grocery shopping together in the hypermart.
I like the feeeeeeling :P HAHAHA.
We had to get groceries that's sufficient for the 3 home-made dinner :P
After that, we had about 15 minutes left!
Boyf and i went to get JCO donuts to store in the fridge! Cheappppppp there!
Board our bus and back to our apartments! (:
After storing the stufffff, we had to sit down for discussions.
Talked about what are we going to do and what are the objectives are to be met after the 6 days.
After the tiring long discussion, we went to bathe :P
Woah shiok! Got heater! (Makes me very very happy!)
After that, realised the passing on of Mrs Lee Kuan Yew on CNA :/
Quite saddddddddddddddddddd :(
Watched tv for a while, and went back to room!
Quite tireddddddd, but still not able to sleeeep.

Day 2 was waking up early in the morning, head over for buffet breakfast.
Bus came and off we left to the site!
Spamming sunblock and insect repellent was a must-do routine of my everyday life for those days :P
Workworkwork.
Dig soil dig soil dig soil.
Lunch time, went to ferry terminal and ate nasi padang+ kambing soup!
Back to work work work.
Tiredddddd much. Back to apartment, we called it as home!
Went to bathe, and everybody met back at the living room.
Thng cooked his pumpkin with anchorvies :P
Weiyuan, wailek, wangting, gerald and myself prepared dinner for the first night!
Fried noooooooodles! Okay la not bad. :D
After that meeting and discussing about our plans for the next day!
At night, boyf and i was hungry so we ate our JCO donuts :P
I had a bad night because i've got lots lots lots of insects bite. :(

Day 3 was waking early in the morning, as usual.
Breakfast then bus to site then sunblock&repellent then workworkworkwork.
lunch time! Ayam pengyet+kambing soup! then work work work again!
Back to home, then bathe, then they cooked rice and egg and toufu vege and some nice dishes and soup!
Hahaha, after that, meeting again! Took quite long.
After that, bathed again! Tried to sleeeeeeeeep but was afraid of insects attack again.
But luckily, the night was nice! :D

Day 4 was wake up early, breakfast, bus, workworkwork.
Lunch time was nasi padang + kambing soup!
then back to work work work.
hammmer hammer, dig soil, tie ropes, cut wood, hahaha! (:
It was raining heavily that day! We got everybody to go first, then we stayed to clear up the place.
After which, huiling and thng went back to home to prepare pasta dinner for us!
Then, a few of us, went back to the site to complete whatever we're doing, then we head back late!
Went to send mr soh off at the ferry terminal, and welcome doctor adrian.
He was nice to cook us an omelette each to complement our pasta!
The pastaaaaaaa was super nice! I think its the best dinner of the 3 :P (sorry weiyuan and wailek :P )
After that, we went to a walk at turi beach together as a group.
Talked and gossiped. HAHA, and kaypoh about each other's relationship girlfriend boyfriend.
Nice talk :D :D Cool breeze :D :D Funny Jokes :D :D
After a long while, headed back to home and MEETING AGAIN.
This time with dessert! Boyf and i prepared the dessert beforehand :P
Nata-de-coco + peach slice + longans + sprite = awesome dessert :P
HAHAHA, it was all gone very soon! :P
Meeeeeeting and after that went back to our rooms!
I had a nice sleeeeeeeeeeep, again :P

Day 5!
Wake up early, blabla, do all the routined stuff.
Went to site! Did up the net, woah, damn very taxing!
Hammer stuff, cement stuff, all these manual work.
But fun. AHAHAH.
After that, nasi padang + kambing soup!
We never get sick of the kambing soup because its thattttttttt awesome :P
Yessssssssss. hurrrry tried to get work done!
Back to home and bathe!
We booked bus and went over to Rezeki!
WOAH, nicest dinnnner ever! The bill came up to 1million + + rupiah.
Everybody enjoyed! The fish was my favourite, like the freshiest freshiest fresh fish! :P
They enjoyed the crab, prawns, sotongs, mussels, all these! :D
Niceeeeeeeeeeee. Damn fulllllll!
Went back home and had meeeeting!
After that i think everybody slept early because we were so tired!
But poor me had so many things to pack that i can't sleep early.
Anw, NICE SLEEP AGAIN. *winkwink*

Day 6! Last day! We still have to work ahhhh :(
Went over to site and do last minute finalising work!
Hang up nets after nets!
Secure nets, secure our man-made-nursery-shelter.
Argh, LOL. do finish all the work!
Went back to home and pack up and everything!
Boyf and i went to check out and paid all the money for accomodation blabla!
Off we went on the bus back to batam centre!
Yayyyyyyy. A & W :D Mozza burger + float + curvy fries = YAY YAY :D
After that we went to hypermart to bought things and we dont have much time to shop around.
After that, minutes before we have to leave, i chiong-ed to get sth. *secret*
After that, off we went to the ferry terminal, and byebye batam! :D

BACK TO SINGAPORE,
and a few of us (weiyuan, wailek, fahmy, wangting, boyf and myself) went over to seah imm!
I had my carrot cake and sugar cane!
Boyf ate indian rojak alamak! HAHAHAH :D
Yessssss, then boyf sent me home and he rested for a while and he headed home!

Yeayeayea, thats the end of my post for now! HAHAH :D
NICE TRIP.

SORRY FOR THE LONG POSTTTTTTT.

me me me.

2010-10-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

i've been feeling a little weird these days.
Sometimes i have been emo emo, thinking about some stuff.

Firstly, my house is under renovation and i have mixed feelings about moving over.
I've been too used to staying in my house in serangoon north and i can clearly remember the different buses number at all the busstops.
I'm also too used to having about 6 coffeeshops near me, hehehe.
Over there, there's only 1 pathetic coffeeshop which is a 10 min walk away?
Sigh, there will be no maid at that house.
Everything will be on our own.

Next, i'm finding fault at myself.
Idk if its a strength or flaw. I'm very direct.
Direct and more direct as I grow.
However, its bad sometimes when i talk or speak before i think.
Which ends up offending others. Or sometimes, making myself in a difficult position.
But im frank. When someone wears something weird, i will tell the person.
Sometimes i just can't bring myself to say the opposite. Like what for? Might as well keep quiet.
I realised something too. When i'm closer to people, i tend to be even more direct.
To be frank, i'm really afraid of offending them, even when its just my casual remark with no offence.
Thats why i think i should learn how to be more tactful and speak in a way that doesnt sounds like criticism.
Sigh, i will learn alright. I will learn to think more, before i speak.

Also, i've been thinking about my greatest worry other than studies.
I feel that its time to get a breather and let people take initiative.
I do not intend to force, neither do i feel a need to.
Often, i'm at loss. What should i do?
I'm gonna take one step at a time.

I've not been exercising well this holidays.
So, for this last week! I'm going to exercise everyday, :P
Hope my plans doesnt fail alright, :D
I'm trying to watch my diet alreadyyy but its not helping :(
You know sometimes i feel so inferior walking down orchard road because you see skinny girls wearing nice nice clothes.
Boyf gonna kill me, hahahaha, cos i kept talking to him about this!
But its something that can't be controlled. How i wish i can have a flat flat tummy :(

Okay oh well!
The new semester is starting very soon.
It's time to rifle through my files and throw away materials from last sem!
If not, it's gonna start piling up again already and my study table will look like some pig or sheep or elephant sty or whatever you call that.
HAHAHAA.
Hi friends, we're gonna meet again!

I'm gonna be a positive and cheerful person.
Smile, ;D

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HI GERALD :D :D :D
Congrats, you have come to the end of this wordy post :P

i need some rest.

2010-10-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hi hi hi hi hi,
Im back already, :D

Awesome trip i say!
Nice company, nice food, nice accomodation, nice everything :D
But baddddddddddddd. i think i ate too much!!
Blog more about it when i get the pictures from "wangthng" and "prof. funny"!
Now i think back about the nicknames, i think its very funnnnnnnny.

Let me type if out before i forget :P
Gerald - Mr Boss
Min Yee - Miss hehehehehehe
Thng - thng-minator/rare animal
Baoxiong - Ong Bak
Hui Ling - Mrs Ong Bak
Nicholas - Rain forecaster
Wei Yuan - Chimpanzeeeeeee
Wai Lek - White leg/dog
Wang Ting - Wangthng
Fahmy - Prof funny
Mr Soh - Mr Its-your-choice
Doctor Adrian - Mr Disturbing

Okay la, today is a tired but happy day!
I think this is the one day i've spent properly with boyf throughout the holidays!
Went over to cathay and he got me sth ♥
After which, headed to suntec for fish&co, and to the helix and to marina bay sands, :D
Marina bay sands very bigggggggg! With all the branded shops gosh!
But as usual, both of us looks super shagged and tired because we really still have not recover from the fatigue from our batam trip!

Okay cycling on thursday at ubin with my fav people+ someone's girlfriend hahah! :D

I need to swim/sun-tannnnnnnn or anything.
I've got uneven tannnnn now! shit so ugly!!!! :(

Okay i end here now!

ohyeah, thanks jennnnn for the bag and the rainbow ring :D :D :D
love it very much hehehehe :D

back on 7th (:

2010-10-02T11:43:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody!

I'm now preparing my stuff, checking thru my packing list once more,

before i leave Singapore for Batam!

Again!

Alright Byebye people!

Promise to really blog when i come back okay! (:

Note: Cheryl sis! HAHAHA, byebye! Don't work tooo much, haahha.

Lets meet up when i come back! (:

Note: Peitinggggggggggg! Dont be affected by what other says okay.

I reach alrdy i let you know, then i pass you my instant camera! (:

But you have to get films yourself because i run out of films already :P

Note: To everybody else, DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH.

lovelovelovelovelovelovelove.

my hair is not straight like china doll already, YAY!

2010-09-26T19:02:00.001+08:00

Yo Yo Yo!

I've been abandoning this space here.

Dont worry, i've been listing down what i needa blog and i will blog them soon okay.

:D But woah, i think they are super backdated. :X

Okay, Exams ended 1 week plus ago!

Let me think what we did.

Alright, on the actual last day of exams,

boyf and i headed to dsd for some long meetings with some of those staff and the director.

Woah it tooook like full 2hours plus i think.

Famished, hurry ran off to fc3 for lunch even before the meeting properly ended.

Hahaha! After which, quickly ran off to train station,

boyf went to work at marina and i headed home and slack and rest! :D

The next day was 17th, (:

first anniversary.

Time flies, it's been one year, dope♥.

HAHHAHA.

Had a rather simple date ahaha!

Was so tiredddddddd. Its the kind of after-exam-fatigue. :P

Let me post some pictures else someone's gonna complain again that im posting without pictures.

Dont scold me for blocking out the faces. Our faces are tooooo shagged.

We went to Cathay's Astons for lunch.

And headed for movie after which.

Watched Grown Ups.

Old show already, but i think very funnnny hhahahha!

We were like laughingggggggggg. ;P

And yeah, you know what. I brought my instant cam and my compact camera,

And these are the only 3 photos we took. I think very pathetic right. HAHAHA.

But oh well, we walk until our legs very sour.

And mentally tired toooooo.

We therefore decided to head home. HAHAHA.

Thats about it!

Up with next post soon okay :D

Anyway, i have no idea what i can do to the section up there,

MSYC (Part I) 12June to 20 June 2010

2010-09-26T18:05:00.017+08:00

Hi there people.

Remember i went for this malaysia backpacking trip?

I was sickkkkk before the trip and i swear the feeling is very damn lousy.

With the worst sinus ever. You can imagine i was feeling so sick like a sick cat.

I almost, ALMOST, back out from the trip as i was running a high fever :/

To be very honest, i forgot majority of the happenings during the trip already.

But i have bits and pieces of memories here and there.

Let me blog about it. (:

Some pictures are really jumbled up, and i cant drag them properly.

But i'll try to add in captions for the pictures :D

Throughout this trip, i felt very well-taken care of most of the time.

I was considered one of the youngest.

And, obviously the smallest size among the Singapore and Malaysian contingent,

so everyone took care of me HAHAHAH.

And, the best thing about the trip was,

though it was a backpacking trip,

most of the time, my heavy backpack wasn't carried by myself, ahahhaahhaahahaa!

I felt bad actuallly,

I wanna thank everyone if i have the chance :D

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On the first day, we were supposed to gather at toa payoh HDB hub at 5am.

Goodnesssss. I still remembered vividly that i finished packing only at about 3am or so.

Get changed into our national attire and we hurry went out as the coach reached alrdy.

I think we had the coolest group photo ever, hahahaha!

We stood almost in the middle of the road and took pictures!

When there were vehicles or taxis that drove by, we would wave and shouttttttttttttttttt.

And smile again for the next picture to be taken, ahahahah!

That's the full singapore contingent lining up for the picture! Excluding Jasmine, our photographer for the trip! :D

After which, after a tormenting+very giddy+bumpy 6hours ride,

we finally reached Serdang!

Serdang is a part of Malaysia near KL i think,

We arrived at the Malaysia Agro Exposition Park.

Hahaha, it wasn't a park.

It seems like a convention centre, a mini one i think, ;P

Woah we were warmly welcomed by the malaysians,

but to me, i felt a little intimidated because they were too,

helpful and, idk how to describe. HAHAHA.

We had our welcoming speech, camp briefing and icebreaking session.

It was a different experience because you learn how people there work and response to sudden changes.

They were the malaysians, our mere neighbours across the borders. (:

We had this buffet lunch. I had to abstrain from the chilli and stuff because of my very bad sore throat.

Thanks to eileen for controlling me most of the time.

And every few hours, she will come to me with mineral water and say.

"Minyeeeeeeeeeee, eat your medicine!" HAHAHA.

And when i see Kheng Leng, she will ask me, "Girl ah, Strepsils for you?"

HAHAHA, i am guilty of finishing almost all the strepsils in the first aid box ahahaah! :P

There, this was the mini convention hall that im talking about, (:

That's nurul and chewy there :D

Hah, there you see!

Thats our contingent leader Nabil!

Everybody's waiting for the ceremony to start (:

And and beside nabil is Daniel! :D

After everything, we departed for another 3 hours journey to Trolak Resort in Sungkai, Perak.

I think thats the best accomodation throughout the whole trip!

I tell you, the bus ride was horrible.

Thank goodness i was sitting beside Sherri!

I suddenly had a damnnnnnnn bloooooody boiling and high fever.

It shot up till damn high.

The medic was in another bus and everyone else was sleeping.

She took out all her wet tissues for me to put on my forehead one by one.

And when all tissues were used, she used water and wet the tissue and air it to make it cold,

and put it on my forehead again.

That temperature was somewhere near 40degree. i think its the highest temp i ever had. HAHA.

Upon reaching, they paired us up with our malaysia buddy.

She knew i was feeling damn unwell, she was super patient with me.

But, i admit that i have a little problem because i still feel the, awkward-ness of staying with a single malay malaysian in a single room. Its what i meant by a culture shock, really.

After putting my stuff in the room, my temperature was till crazy.

Kartini sent me to the hospital like immediately.

Omggggggggg. i texted my mum and boy that i was admitted to the hospital,

and they were super worrrrried gosh :X

And you know what, their Emergency room is scaryyyyyyyyy, too open!

I saw people operating right beside me, 2 beds away. ARGH.

Alright, these were the medicines that im supposed to take and im discharged after admitting for a few hours(:

Pale and still weak and drowsy from the heavy doses of medicine, i went back to join them in dinner hahaha.

Alright, showing you my malaysian buddddy, NUR! (:

And us, taking pictureeeeeees hahahah!

I was complaining that my face looks big because im right in front :( :( :(

Last picture before we left trolak after our breakfast!

Im not gonna elaborate further the stay in trolak, (:

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Next, im gonna talk a little about the kampong stay! (:

Okay, this picture was taken when im kayaking with dali! (:

She's a nice girllllllll yayyyy and im so scared becos the river water was damn dirty.

The people there say there's crocodiles in the river? idk true anot, so scary :(

This was another picture. I forgot when was it taken!

From Top left to right: Lai, Uncle Ben, Teck Chuan.

From Bottom left to right: Liying, huiyu, erica, and myself! :D

This was the estate im living at! :D

Huiyu and myself on top of the big trainnnnn. Look at the wheeeeels!

Hahaha okay i remember this pic!

We were at this hot springgggg in malaysia!

It's taken when everybody finished washing up and changed!:D

Hahha, look at this, we were fishing with these wooden rods!

I CAUGHT NO FISHES throughout the 3 hours.

But my bait was eaten everytime i put it into the water!

I've got friends beside me who caught 10 fishes.

I WAS ANGRY, hahahaha. i used my rod and stirred the water before leaving.

HAHAHAHAH. XD

Oh oh, this was the welcoming ceremony when we reached the kampong place :D

the visitor centre or sth like tthat :D

SCARE CROWS :(

And we had this family matching ceremony.

At first, i admitted that i hated the arrangements cos my closer friends weren't with me :( :(

But the MakCik(mother) was niceeeeeeee :D

Everybody waiting to be matched (:

Okay, this pic was taken when we're heading to the fireflies place i think.

With LOGA LOGA from malaysia (:

Taking group pictures with the train!

They were like "Minyee climb up climb up!!" -.-

Okie this was the monkey feeding place.

I think the monkeys were very well-fed.

People buy different kind of food sold there specially for the monkeys, and fed them.

Nabil showing off his photography skills and he say he can take nice pictures of sunset view -.-

Turned out all look black :P

Back at the kampong in the morning!

WOAH THE CHICKENS :(

Very noisy every morning hahahaha.

Thats our makcik sunning the clothes :D

Kampong style, they sun their clothes on strings and their strings are hung everywhere.

from plants to plants, from poles to poles, everything ;P

So many childrens!

Hehehehe you saw the motorbikes?

Thats our toys ;P

We also ride on bike and visit our friends in other houses ;P

Else, we ride around the neighbourhood, or ran out to buy chewygummmmms :P

Okay then we went for kampong walk.

This is my dear Janesssssa! :D

HAHAHA this is eileeeeen!

My closest friend throughout the trip :D

:D :D :D

Group picture.

The sun there was super glaringgggggg.

The one at the extreme left with sky blue top is our Datin, which means, princess :D
Thats Adi! The malaysian contingent leader! :D

We stood there for a while because everybody wanna take our picture,

becos of the height difference.

He was the tallest there, and im the shortest ahahah!

Thats uncle ben!

He's been sharing quite a bit with me throughout the bus rides (:

Thats one of the ruler thing they put into the water to measure the water level at the fish pond.

The fish pond :D

doesn't it look like the mata ikan project of Sife SP? :D

Hi thats another group photo! :D

Singapore contingent ftw "D

HAHA thats janessssa again! :D

Oh yeah, i have to mention that they love jumpshots alot!

We took jumpshots everywhere we go!

From the first day to the last day AHAHAHA! :D

We had a very good jumpshot-taker ;P

Look at Khengleng! ROFL!

Left to right: myself, Liyi, Huihui, Janessa, Kartini, Khenglengggggg ;D

KAILUN :D

KHENGLENG :D

MYSELF.

Somehow i see this picture, it reminds me of our project for new media :X

JANESSA :D

LIYING :D

LIYI :D

THE TWINS :D

Real blood twins :D

Liyi& Liying.

Thats nurul! :D :D

Look at my tired face HAHAHA!

Oh oh jingkai was complaining that he want a jumpshot too.

he was saying, minyee you cannot jump higher than me.

SO, i did this HAHAHAHAH! :P

OHYEAH, Janessa fell into the water and got her shoes wet :/

Okay, then we went plantingggggggg. -.-

uncle ben! eileen! myself! :D

After a longggggggggg day,

Back to the kampong!

Helped to cook the agar-agar with kak kak :D

Its damn niceeeeeeeeeeeee, it's mango flavoured :D

I didnt realised i had my bag on my shoulder all the time while i was making the agar-agar with kak kak :X

Pictureeee :D

I actually forgot her name :/

Thats some of them :P HAHAH.

Like the closer people in the house, :D

Okay next post up soooon hopefully :P HAHAHA.

ZOMG LONG POST.

IHATECHU EXAMS.

2010-09-15T17:33:00.004+08:00

Hi thereeeeeee.

Im in the oh-exams-are-ending-in-a-few-hours mood already.

YAYYYYYYY.

Say byebye to stats, econs and accounts! (hopefully)

Yayyyyyyy freeeedom.

But you know wad, its sad to say that my freedom is always short-lived.

hate it damn.

Felt like throwing my accounts book one side and stop studying hahahaha!

Anw,

HAPPPPPY BDAY BESTY PEITING.

Finally 18 already!

years of friendship and still counting, yayyyyy :D

Right,

i shalllll go relax a while now before i do a little more studying later.

HEHEHEHE.

Studious, not!

2010-09-12T13:47:00.003+08:00

shit i have 2 more papers to go but im sick of studying already.

im looking forward to end of exams already.

Like wad to do after exams, etc etc.

I'll come back to blog about last Friday, :D

Awesome time at the Elmo Show at Singapore indoor stadium, hahaha!

But you know wad, it doesnt make me that guilty attending the show even though my exams are so near.

I still thought its able to motivate me to study harder the next few days but its not helping.

Why cant i get into the studious mode urh.

Exams ending in 4 days time, phew.

HURRRRRY HURRRY HURRRRRY.

sick of stats econs and accounts, so so so sick.

Craving for tori-Q bento badly.

Anyone? :D

exams are zzzzzzz.

2010-09-06T21:41:00.002+08:00

Super sian.

Ain't feeling well again.

I hate this kinda feeling, esp when exams are coming! :/

drink more water everybody.

Diet.

2010-08-29T01:50:00.001+08:00

someone save me,

i want some horlicks peng now!

11th.

2010-08-29T01:40:00.002+08:00

Hey yaaaaaaaaaa.
We went to changi airport to study during our 11th-monthsary.
Met up at amk firstttttt, and was surprised by hahaha the flowers.
*blushhhhhh*
Dont dare to carry it around damn, thus we carry it around in a carrier hahaha!
Actually we studied very litttttle, ;X
We were a little wasting time walking around.
After that, we went to eat at lerk thai,
nom nom nom nom, nice phad thai :P

Yes laaaaaaaaaa, left at about evening time and headed home.
hahahaha.
i've actually got more pictures but i very lazy to post.
just these few okie!

Alrights laaaaaaaaaa,
happpppppppppppy eleventh month!
Full of ups and downs, but i think thats wad makes us stonger, yes? :D

Envisage.

2010-08-28T00:45:00.003+08:00

This is some random pictures i found,
i remembered it was a monday morning and we were rushing for schoool!
Snap snap snap pictures on the train with my sis.
HAHA, my eyes were reddddd and sleeepy o.0

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Yea, went back to school for new media project.
Woah we finished it in one day, or maybe i can say half a dayyyyyyyyyyyyy, (:
Baby have to leave halfway for work,
so we continued.
HAHAHA, you know what, i managed to change my blogskin in the lab too haha.
It actually look likes my previous blogskin, but aiya, i like ;P
After which, all of the hungry people (us us us) went to fc4 to have our lunch!
And we chatttted for a while before we left.
Trained back home after that,
I saw Magdeline! :D
Chatttted quite a bit and went home after that! (:

I've still a number of posts that i've not updated,

i wanna do it soooooon!

And shittttttttt, my spot esssay haven do yet, how ah :(

Someone help me me me me me.

Alrights i shld end here.

Busy weeeeekend i reckon.

What do you want to achieve in life?

In adversity.

2010-08-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

Stilll love instant polaroid shots (:

Back to school tomorrow for video editing woooooo.

You know this stupid holidays are ending and i'm not done with many things.

And you know what, mum and dad are going overseas soooooon :( :( :( :(

Alrighhtttttttttt, byebyebyebye :D

Sometimes i think again, i should be happy and easily contented like last time.

Im learning, (:

Watch out. :'(

2010-08-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

One week left to school reopen.

time fcking flies.

how ah shit.

everyday i've been assuming there's alot of time left.

till i look at my scheduler and im damn shocked.

bettttter mug hard seriously ;(

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Saturday!

It was actually a day well-spent!

In the morning, went to meet up with pt and we went to the streetsoccer court near bowen,

played soccer with those sec sch brothers! :D

Coooool laaaaa, just that the sun's super hot :(

After that, off to coffeeshop to buy milopeng!

The rest stayed to eat bak kut teh, we went off first (:

After that, at night, met up with those favourite exco members ;DDD

Chompchompppzzzzzz! ;D

Ate and chattt and catch up with one another.

Kailin is a botak now because she shaved her hair for hairforhope goshhhh!

Zul ate the pork, goshhhh!

PT's face was reddddddddddd becos of morning's sunburn, goshhhh!

HHAHAHAH ;D

After that, we went frolick, shared a cup with pt! (:

Walked back to serangoon north area again,

find our usual void deck and sit down chat again.

They played mindgames and i swearrrrrrr its realllyyyyy, omggggg. :(

Pt was being fooooled the longest! :X

Right, homed at 10plus after that! (:

Nice day, being able to meet up with those sec sch buds! :D

Tranquility.

2010-08-20T00:42:00.009+08:00

This post is rather backdated.

It was a rainy morning, met up with baby at my house area, to eat breakfast (:
But just nice, the YOG torch is going my area that morning!
I see my secondary school actively participating in the supporting group (:
I kinda miss secondary school days, esp the council dayyyyyys woah.

Yea, after eating, we went to the 2nd floor of one of the hdb flats to wait for the torch to come.
Woahhh waited for veryyyyyyyyyy long.
Poor supporters, they have to stay in the sun for quite long.
When the torch finally reached, it was nice to see everybody, including kindergarden kids, secondary sch kids, and even residents of the area cheeeeering so loud ;P

Us, waiting for the YOG bus to come;

First, the traffic police come first ;P

This is my form teacher for 2 years! ;D

Comingggggggggggg ;D

Nearerrrrrrr ;D

Yes, the coca cola bus (:

They kept waving and shoutinggggggggg ;P

Next, the samsung blue bus ;DDD

The torch bearer behind! (:

There you seeeee that man :D

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After that, we took bus and headed to thomson plaza to study (:

Look at this boy, playing and taking pictures.
Anyway do my face, :(

Woah i think this is the nicest drink on earth.
Starbucks dark mocha.
lovelovelovelovelove ;D

Getting bored, so baby drew our view of the starbucks store ;P

This is the actual one. compare with the drawing above? :P

Nice and quiet place for studying right?
Just that, during the day, it is super hotttttt ah :(

Hhahaha, after which, quite sooon, we headed home (:
Didnt study thattttt very much, but at least we studied heheheh :D

National Day

2010-08-20T00:26:00.003+08:00

9th August;

NATIONAL DAY;

Singapore's bday.

Wonder how did i spend my national day? :D

Went over to my other house to celebrate with a few of my cousins + grandma+ uncleauntie +tgt with my family (:

It was a rather last minute gathering, and was happy cos mummy cooked prawn mee!

As usual, mine was prawn mee without prawns ;P

Yeah, parade starting soon.

Cool to see all the planes/helicopters and stuff flying past my house.

Spectacular ;P

Observation ceremony was nice i felt.

That was always my fav part of the parade, dont rlly appreciate the performances and stuff ;P

Oh anw, i saw daniel marching, he was the lead for the ncc contingent, super cooooooool!

Think all the MSYC-ians are all super proud of him, right? :P

After that, was the fireworks again.

Since its a monday night, tuesday is back to normal again.

Went back home rather early (:

The day was quite well-spent,

but i think it would be better if boyf and friends are there? ;P

Next year maybe, ok? :D

Escaptism.

2010-08-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

Perhaps i should blog with random pictures i found from my phone folder.

Found this pic, i think it was taken randomly by cheryl sis the other time.
Finished our 3rd new media video. Now we're heading to the forth one.

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2 days before national day, went for this annual national day dinner at my place,
dad had always been sponsoring so he 'bought' a table of 10,
so yeah, went over to eat.
This year was special. Almost all the performance were from my secondary school.
Proud of most of them. I think the observation ceremony was good too. (:
The main thing is that, i've seen my wushu people ;D
Super happpppppppy, so glad that many of them remembered me and respect me still, ;X
Saw their performance, and im happy for them. All your hard work paid off, juniors ;D
But, one bad thing about that dinner was, the food was so-so only,
and there's too many seafood :(
back home after that (:

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This was taken on the car on one of the thursdays ;P
Would normally stay home to accompany my parents, esp my mother,
cos its their so-called off day (:
Happppy. Breakfast in the morning, and went to walk around, accompanied her to shop for some groceries and so on, (:
I like the milktea from cupwalker ;D

I'm not bornt to impress, neither do i need to.

2010-08-08T13:25:00.003+08:00

13796.) BEING ANOREXIC I FEEL LIKE A SUPERHERO, WHOSE SUPERPOWERS ARE DENIAL, DECLINING FOOD AND BONE SHOWOFF.

i wanna be anorexic, i wanna be a superhero.

can I?

few tasks to accomplish this YOG break.

it came so timely for me to have a breakkkkkkk.

not exactly a break. But at least i have the freedom to plan how i want things to be,

and everything won't be that routine-d, you know how much i hate to be controlled?

I think its better than attending lectures& school everyday.

Why?

I dont have to travel for 90 minutes to and fro just to attend school. It felt like im going to another island to study, just without having to present my passport.

Waste of time right.

I'm always late for lectures, so i go in and i often couldnt catch what's being taught.

What for right?

perhaps i should learn how to type in paragraphs rather than in points like the above. I think it looks much nicer too right. Seriously i've been a real sucker for my time management these few times. I've got to do something about it, else I'll be the most irresponsible freak on earth.

Look at what i've found online:

i'll bold those i think its kinda true.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

i have a patient boyf. thank god. ;P

Rocker.

2010-08-08T01:41:00.001+08:00

i have a confession to make:

I love GOOGLE CHROME ttm!

Picking up!

2010-08-01T23:52:00.004+08:00

I can't promise to solve all your problems,
but I promise to stick them out with you.
I can't promise to be your perfect girl,
but I promise to do my best.
Love ya, you've been awesome these few days.
Thanks for being there.
♥♥♥
*insert more hearts here for you baby*

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oh damn it really.
its monday tomorrow again.
the whole cycle repeats.
8am spot class and class outing to plaza sing ajisen tomorrow night.
back home and continue rwps again.

Rwps is killling me shitttttttttt.
im struggling with it,
im not even half done with it.
i think im the slowest slow poke in class for rwps.
hate ittttttttt.
wanna get it over and done with!

okay zoooooooooomzs offffffff.

Grandma's Bday Dinner.

2010-08-01T23:33:00.004+08:00

First and foremost,
thank you boyf for uploading my pics for me.
Hur, *totally can see gerald low grinning*
if the picture's quality bad, dont blame me, hahaha.
too lazy to edit the pics ;P

Last sunday, went out for a family dinner.
Ah yi bao yu restaurant, idk the english name.
We seldom meet up with everybody there except cny and grandma's bday.

so yeah, nice catching up with some of my cousins.
the rest was at another table with their boyf and girlf so lesser talking ;P

Sumptous dinnnner i think.
I think its super expensive. :X
sharks fin peking duck and all those.
But, like out of 10 dishes, 7 were seafood.
Haiyak :( :( :(
But nonetheless, it was still a nice dinner with everybody there ;D

Sang grandma a bday song in chinese and english ;D
Can seeeee how happppy she is, :D

Thats my grandma!

End of post, with mummy saying byebye! :P

ANGSTY

2010-07-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

argh.
feeeeling super angsty because of all that happened these few days.
i can just explode at anyone's face like anytime.
this is so not me.
hate this kinda feeling.
i have to pick myself up cos i know this can't continue going.
its driving me like nuts.
i will learn how to keep cool again. must!

i still can't get over all these bad feelings i had.
tyvm to people who offered to lend me your listening ears.

i will try to sleep early tonight, i said try.
hahahaha, and hope tml i will feel better.
i have to rest tml so i can get ready for the last race before YOG break,
to finish my project and all i have to do!

this is a race of endurance.

thank you all parasites.
you've all won our race.
u're first to reach my limits ( which is limits of the limits of the limits).
i've broken down and im picking myself up to be happy and cheeerful again.

you know when i've got the will,
i will endure it through.
im no pushover.

period.

Thief.

2010-07-28T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hi people!
Back for some updates again hahaha.

Woke up very late today, chiong and cab down to school.
Wth, $$$ fly.

Thanks boyf for buying the doughstick(butterfly version) for breakfast.
I was famished and he suddenly just took it out from his bag, like woah :P

And, yeah, lunch at fc6 and continued doing our prject there.
Headed to study after that!

I think i really need to discipline myself to sit down for a few hours and do my report.
Like damn it, i have to!!!!!!
Submission is next week. Helllll, next weeeeek! in 7 days.
I have this strong feeling i will finish my report last minute, cos idk why, i always think best and work well in tensed situations. HAHA.

Alright, thursday tml!
Dreadful stats, and have to go over to innovillage and meet up with our new advisor valerie!
Hope we dont have to take up another new event project soooooooon! :X

Right now, im going off to bathe and gonna continue doing reflection journal for rwps!

I love my little loots from korea today :P
Love the stickers esp HAAHA ;DD

Anw, those emo stuff in my previous post is not about my relationship urhhhhh.
it's like many other things mix together.
like there's so many scary and dangerous people around.
so scary.
you nv know wad they will do to you one day.
take chopsticks and stab u right in ur back.
Okay byebyebyebye! :D

Learn to accept.

2010-07-27T23:48:00.006+08:00

Idk if anyone of you realised the change in the layout in hotmail inbox.
I think its very nice leh, although i haven really get used to it.
But it makes me wanna write more emails, serious!

Well, time to come for a little post yeah :D
Realised i haven been blogging my stuff properly.
Shall blog abt my malaysia trip and grandma's bday dinner soon! :D

Righttttt, today was the inaugural entrepreneur talk organised by our club,
and honoured to be able to invite justine lee over as our guest speaker yay.
Okay la, event annouced successful and ended :D
Looooking forward to our next activity on wednesday ;D
Yakult trip yay! :D

Okayyyy la, emo abit.
As cliche as it sounds, many things are unavoidable.
You cant change people when people doesnt wanna change for you.
thats a painful fact that you have no control over.
So what can i do?
Tolerate.

Trying so so so hard to convince myself that what i see with my own eyes ain't true.
So very heartpain.
It just felt like i've lost something impt in my life.

Feed Monkeys!

2010-07-09T01:11:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAH, monkey feeding experience in malaysia! :X
This video is taken by dinah,
cos at first im like damn scared and i dont dare to feed.
I was there trying to feed for very long! HAHAHA.
I scared the monkey will pounce on me or something becos they look super hyper active.
HAHAHAHA. funnny much.
Then, after that, i tried to feed but the monkey wanted to grab it then i threw it on the floor.
Then this malaysian guy, i forgot his name,
he laughed at me and said sth like "wushu ppl how can scared"
-.-
Then, at last, i tried to feed, and the monkey took it,
and im like YAY XD

LOWLOWLOWLOW

2010-07-09T00:40:00.003+08:00

I miss my hiphop girls from the youth camp! (:
Debrief tomorrrrrrow.
Mixed feelings.
Happy cos i can see the girls again.
BUT SIAN BECAUSE..... ARGH :(

Hey,

Super bored so im here blogging although i should be sleeping please.

Today!

Dad and mum fetched me over to yck mrt,

and i went to khatib to look for boyf!

Offff to school after that.

Breakfast on him today :P

Reached schooool and we were early, HAHA (:

Had RWPS, as usual, it's like wasting time la seriously.

But oh welllllllll, today's lesson seems to pass faster than normal.

HAHA (:

Break after that!

Prawn mee without prawn! :D

and sixty cents chinchow!

Back for stats lecture.

Argh. dont rlly understand about the hypothesis thingy.

But stilllllll, have to read up :/

After which, off to study!

Barely finished the next accounting tutorial, so long! :(

Anw, on the MRT, there's this super weird guy!

First, he asked us if we wanna sit down, when there's only one sit.

After that, when he's alighting, he came and tap tap tap boyf's shoulders and ask if we wanna sit.

Boyf said no, and he kept tapping and coming nearer and kept asking the same thing,

it was kinda scary and i didnt hear clearly.

Boyf said he asked if im his friend or sth? IDK. so many times argh!

After that, we tried to avoid him all the way because we alighted at the same station gosh!

LUNATIC. ;X

But lucky boyf's with me, else idk how to react!

HAHAHA.

Yeaaaaaaaaaaa.

Thursday again.

It's end of the weeeek soon again!

Goood that our new media video is down! :D

Alrighttttts folks,

I will wanna blog about my malaysia trip soooon!

SEEEEE YOU :D

hate the feeling so much.

2010-07-07T00:12:00.004+08:00

You can't stop me from not liking somebody.
Each and every one of us have our own perspective towards different things.
I am not unreasonable, i would not scold and swear.
All I would do is to walk away when I dont like somebody, something, that situation.
Everybody who know me well, knows I am super strong headed and stubborn.

So painful.

Bumble Bee.

2010-07-01T13:36:00.003+08:00

Haiya so bored so bored.
Stomach cramps are killing me like shit.

Many things to settle,
programmes and opportunities all suddenly ran in so suddenly,
thinking how to counter and settle them omg.

But yeah, didnt study or revised during the holidays,
time to buck up mannnnnszxzzzz.

Its the start of the new month already - july.
Have to get things back on track again already.
NYC's activities are coming to an end for this year already! (:

HI TO MY BOYF WHO IS PLAYING GAMES BESIDE ME HUR! :P
so irritating!
stop saying things to spite me okayyyyyyyyy,
DAMNNNN, HAAHAHAHAHA.

Alrighttttttos,
Random blogging.
BYEBYE :D

Smile.

2010-07-01T13:30:00.002+08:00

"Your enemy is presenting you with new options and challenges everyday. If you respond in a wholly expected way each time, you will become very predictable, and a predictable enemy is much easier to defeat than one who treats his adversaries to a surprise on a regular basis."
From Sun Tzu's book that i came across during our break time from the school library.

Some people ah, funny!

2010-06-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

Woah haven been updating since i got back from my trip to Malaysia!
But well, have to wait for more pictures to come in before i can blog. ;P

Today!
Went to Marina Barrage for SP's International Water Festival.
Met up with boyf at amk as usual,
and head down to marina bay!
Bumped into xueting, and 2 other campers in the train!

Reached Marina Bay and saw zijie and junjie.
It was raining kinda heavily,
waited for a while and it started getting smaller.
We just decided to run, hahhaha!
When we start running, others follow suit and ran together, haha!

Waited for shuttle bus, for 20 minutes i think?
Headed to Marina Barrage after which! (:
Registered and we spent quite a long time doing quiz!
After that, went to walk around, and went up to this gallery place.

Kinda cool actually.
Although i've been to barrage for quite a few times,
its the first time i walk into the gallery. HAHAHA.

Some pictures here!
Played with machines and cameras ;P

Right, after which, went off!

Went to eat pontian wanton noodles for br-unch!

HAHAHA. and went to walk around ;D

Thanks boyf for helping me with the many stufffff today, *insert hearts here*

You know what,

School's effing starting tml.

What the :(

I haven even sat down properly and rest for my holidays!

Damn it!

Stressss and everything gonna all come back again!

Okay byebye!

nine beautiful months since 170909! ;D

2010-06-17T00:05:00.004+08:00

This post is scheduled!
I'm still in perak, backpacking my way into some caves, trekking into some jungle maybe?
HAHAHA.

But yeah, this is the first time i'm not in town during our monthsary with babylow!
Oh well, at least i didnt forget about it right.

First and foremost,
Happy 9 months baby! :D
These 9 months have been full of ups and downs,
and for us, we're not going through what normal couples go through,
or our problems are normally different from the other couples.

As we're in the same class, same club, same exco, same everything,
we're often being occupied by work, work and still work!
Normally, couples would meet up and perhaps catch a movie,
or go to town for window shopping, etc.
For us, we're always discussing about our club activities,
and even if we have friction about sth, its always about the club, or school work.
HAHAHA. Unique huh!
But oh well, enojoyed the process ;D
it always feels good to know that somebody is always with you, supporting you ;D

Righhhhtttttttt,
I shouldnt be mushy or whatever, just wanna tell you that,
even though im in perak now, i'm missing you so much omfg.

ITS BEEN AN AWESOME NINE MONTHS,
AND I KNOW THERE ARE MANY MORE TO COME.
ITS CRAZY HOW TIME FLIES;
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE YOU ;D
love you love you love you very much ;D

Im coming back in 2 days!
SEEEEEEEE YOUUUUU SOOOON PLEASE :D

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omg the below part which i deleted isnt supposed to be shown!!!! LOL

Off for backpacking!

2010-06-12T02:58:00.003+08:00

Oh my god, im leavng house in 1 and half hour time,
but i haven finish packing yet.
But i promised baby to get some sleeeep so i'm gonna sleeep after blogging.

Oh well,
9 days of backpacking trip.
Anticipated for it, and did alot of preparation work,
hope all goes well! :D

Right now, im running a fever, and having a cold ;(
Hope i will recover soon yeah.
also, idk why, but my rashes are forming again,
but i didnt ate any seafoood right ;(
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

As usual, contactable through phone ;D
Anybody bored, just text me to chat, hahahaha.
but you have to pay $0.15 per sms instead of 5cents!
HHAHHA.
Cya people! :D

Back on 20th june! :D

Exams ended!

2010-06-11T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hi everybody!

Exams ended yo,
holidays are supposed to be here,
but, not for me gosh!

Its past 12am alrdy, and that means i'm going over to malaysia tomorrow!
Oh my goddddddddddd.
Backpacking trip! I'm sure it will be dangerous, but i think it will be super fun, i hope! :D
Its like my first time! :DDDDDDDD

Firstly, thanks tl for lending me his bagpack!
Save me few hundred bucks gosh!!! :D

But you know what, i still have not pack my bagpack yet!
ANYBODY WANNA LIKE VOLUNTEER? :D

Leaving at 5.30am on the 12th of june, and back on 20th june 8pm! :D
All emails and whatsoever, willl not be replied till im back okay ;D
But you all still can contact me through sms ;DDDD

Another thing being, when im off to perak,
babylow will be at batam!
HUR, good or bad urh!

Wellllllllll,
shouldnt have mixed feelings again.
Should just look forward and anticipate,
9 days very fast over oneeeeeeee :X

Be brave, dont be discouraged.

2010-06-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

Hey yoyoyo!

Short blog update before i shut down my comp and go shower and start reading my stats again.
Last paper tml, and thanks to all my national youth council friends for their wishes ;P

Heheheh,
on Saturday, had this last rehersal for our performance,
Yeah, hiphop, chinese dance and mass dance.
Super embrassing cos i still dunno my steps well omg ;(
And yeah, touched at the ending of the rehearsal!
The logistics people bought this very nice sweet secrets cake for all the may and june babies,
super awesome super delicious ;D
You all rock, hahaha ;D

Right, econs paper hadn't been good today.
Careless mistakes everywhere.
But, rlly, no use whining alrdy.
Thank goodness this is MST, not End Sem test!
Nevermind, work harder next time, rlly!

Also, cheryl sis,
i know u've put in alot of effort in studying to get good grades,
but sometimes, things just aint going the way we want to be,
all i can tell you is, be brave, dont be discouraged!
Believe, and you will, do better in the next test alright! (:
Jiayou and dont give up! ;)

Right, stats paper tml and im rlly very not confident,
really.
But frankly speaking, it's too late alrdy.
All i can do, is to try my best to read up as much as i can,
and believe i can conquer the paper tml!
No matter how the outcome will be, at least i've tried.

I've learnt to deal with things calmly,
Only that, will allow us to think better,
to make the right decision.

Alright,
i've to go now!
Cya people ;D

Believe, and you will be.

2010-06-07T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hwoahhhh,
Idk why i've got the blogging bug alrdy,
kept having the urge to blog!

Met up with boyf at bishan library this morning to read through some past year papers,
Was feeeling so so tired and sick!
After which, lunch was the ToriQ bento set that i havent had for a while!
Super yay! :D
Rushed back to school after that, thought we'll be late,
PHEW, but didnt! :D

Right, Accounts paper ended.
Supar tricky ah.
But its the module i have most confidence in.
Econs and Stats coming up, i'm rlly very scared ;(
Everybody jiayou!
Will continue to mug mug mug tml! :D
Tonight rest ah XD

backpacking on Saturday, and i've not yet packed or prepare my things to bring over for the 9 days!
Anticipating, but mixed feelings!
9 days so longgggggggggggggggggggg ;(

Thinking, but why?

2010-06-06T20:39:00.003+08:00

Random much,

but i suddenly had this thought.

Probably because of what eunice told me.

mixed emotion gushes in, :/

How would i react if its me?

Pondering, It's pretty amusing to me how friends who hated each other became artificial best of friends.

Imagine badmouthing someone so much before, and now, share artificial secrets.

perhaps of time factor, people start to accept.

--------------------------

Guess very few ppl reads my blog now.

But im very bored and distracted from studying right now.

Accounts tomorrow.

I need to be super alert and spot all the tricky parts of the question tml.

HUR. Jiayou everybody taking their MSTs (:

Backpacking in 6 days!

NERVOUS! :(

stressed, but happy! ;D

2010-06-01T22:11:00.006+08:00

This space here felt so empty.

People have been accusing me of being lazy because i've not been updating.

Im not okayyyyyyyyy! HAHAH.

Anyway, life have been hectic to the max.

Exams are coming, so damn near!

And, right after exams, on the 12th, im going for a backpacking trip to perak for 9 days.

Mixed feeeeelings actually, but hope it'll be fun with my national youth council mates ;D

Busy with exams, busy with practices for performances busy with everything,

hehehe. trying hard to balance my time off everythingggg.

Of cos i cant do anything and everything damn well right,

its not like im some super duper superwoman or sth. lalalaa ;D

Nevermind, at least i've tried my best! ;D

Have been really tired of studying.

Had super bad cramps today toooo.

Like a zombie right after school today.

4 hours of econs in total omg.

Thus, boyf and i went for shopppping for a while instead,

and went home to rest.

Although guilty much,

but nvm la, tml zai study ;P

HAHAHAHA.

Okay la, short update, better than nothing.

Anyway, thanks everybody for encouragements to jiayou.

it's really nice to seeee you all there for me.

Esp boyf right, right? :D

Andddddddd, cheryl sis!

Jiayou tooo okay! Dun be too stressed up!

Always here to lend my ears to youuuuuuuuuuu ;D

"I hate it when people bitch about me, and think I know nothing, when actually i know everything!"

-Anonoymous on facebook.

So random but true! It always happens in life right, hahahaha ;D

Inevitable. ;D

blog soon.

2010-04-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

Back from Batam.
Back to school tml.

Will update about batam trip soon! (:

Motivation?

2010-04-23T01:15:00.003+08:00

True much.
It's never been easy.

From holidays till now, i've not taken my rest.
Packed and hectic holidays,
and now busy school days.
Its wearing me out badly.
School, CCA, Friends? :/

CCA Drive, Welcome teaparty, FO Camp, all coming up.
Overseeing all 3 closely with boyf.
But still, things are never smoothsailings.
Obstacles are bound to pop out suddenly,
and it always do, when you aren't aware.
The feeling's super bad.
Just cross my fingers, ensure that all are gonna turn out alright.

Missing school for 2 days next week.
Off to batam again for Sife project trip.
This is sooooo tiring.

I should end here now i reckon.

Tomorrow will be entrepreneurship talk at night after lecture,
Saturday will be a full day; Morning spsec-cum-archery meeting about night walk,
afternoon till night will be my national youth council people meeting.
Sunday's celebrating daddy's bday.
And monday.... school starts againnnnnnn.

This is really, very tiring.
:/

Secretly wishing for....

2010-04-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

Hey yo its the first day of school today!

Couldnt sleep last night pondering about so many things.
Slept for 3 hours and woke up at 6am!
Rusheddddd and stuff, went out with sis to meet baby at khatib!
And after which, sis alighted at woodlands for school.

Met lesterlimweiliang and rushed in for spot class!
Ika joined us after that!
Made some new friends! Not so close though. :X

After that, went to fc7 to wait for the rest.
Thanks cheryl sis for the present from nanj, for us ;D
After that, accounts lecture.
Boring.
Stats lecture.
Still alright with interesting videos ;DDDD

2 hours break after that.
estella came to find us at business blk yay ;D

And yeahhhhh, back to class for accounts.
Lecturer left early.
Then, time for stats class.
baby joined in our class cos he's gonna trf over too though. (:
Yeahhhh, the lecturer like not bad hahaha ;D

After that, back to fc6 to settle my spsec stuffffff.
Thanks elson for his laptop :D
And at the same time, waited for estellaaaaaa, and,
14 of us from 1b02, went to chomp chomp to eat dinner!! :D

Kinda awesome laaaaaaaaa ;D
I du nmind more of such dinners,
but felt bad cos its super near my house.
Next time go all around singapore to eat, so it'lll be more fair to the others XD
Thanks baby for accompanying me to get my topcoat for nails & etc.

Walked back home tgt afterwhich :D

Okay la, end of today! :D
Looking forward to tomorrow? :D

Pink panther.

2010-04-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

BOTH ALSO SHAGGGED FACE MAX.

Surprised baby with mac breakfast at his house area in the morning. HAHAHAHA.

OKAY LA SHORT POST.

BYEBYE.

he's at work now.

HURRY FINISH LEH. "3

Maluku Picnic @Barrage

2010-04-04T20:15:00.004+08:00

On 21st March, we had this Maluku picnic at barrage after our telunas beach camp.
HAHA. i will post details of the camp soon okay!
Promise!

It was a Sunday afternoooooon!
Met up with eugene at plaza sing to get our drinks & sushi!
We were all late lurh. Reached marina bay to meet up with the others!
Sheryl waited the longest. Poooooor girl :/

Right.
Sheryl brought super awesome choc cookies.
Eugene and I brought sushi& drinks.
Lester brought pastries from breadsociety, nice much!
Ika brought sandwiches.
Kelvin & Xinmao brought tidbits &snacks!
I forgot what carol brought ;P
Thanks sheryl for bringing garbage bag to lay on the ground as picnic mats yay!
No muddy grounds ;P ( cos it was raining before that!)

Waited damn long at marina bay there, to wait for the shuttle bus to bring us to barrage!
We spent all our time chattttting there, didnt fly kites and stuff.
HAHAHA, alot to gossip about hahah!

Sooooon right. The weather gave way and it rained!
We have to run indooooors and just sit down somewhere to continue eating our foood ;P
And, continued to gossssip.
And also, talked about first impressions of each other and stuff like that.
Interesting la. HAHA. but i didnt know my first impression to some was, i look like MINAH, or BIMBO.
haiyo ah. think back still will laugh ;P

And quite soooon, at 7plus, went to take group photo!
And took shuttle bus back to marina bayyyyyyyyy.
Tooook train back home ;D

Nice la.
Think they're planning for next outing again.
Hope the others would be able to join us the next time round.
:D

PICTURES BELOW (:

Sheryl and Lester, while waiting for the fugging long shuttle bus.

This is eugene, kelvin and lester the biatch. HAHAHA.

INDOOR PICNIC.

Gossssssip ;D

Laughing at the first-impresssion-remarks. XD

4 of us! HAHAHAH. shortest again argh!

YAY nicest shot of the day. I liek this pictureeeee. HAHAH.

HAHAHAHA. this is cute toooooo. YAYY ;D

Right la, end of this post! Next post up sooooooon baby!

LIKE BEFORE.

2010-03-20T22:00:00.003+08:00

Blogger's being a real bitch.

I cant publish picture posts for god sake.

Feeling ultimate siannnn right now.
Long hours on the comp, playing wonderking out of boredness.
Damn ah, this is very very bad!

I still feel so disorganised!
My room is in a huge huge mess!
I've yet to exercise!
Having picnic/meetup with my team maluku tml,
briefings& meetings on monday.
And off i go to batam on tuesday morning again.
Sigh ah.
Back on friday, but, off to another camp on the following monday.
Argh.

If only i can have things the way i want it to be,
how nice.

I really feel that kind of sian sian siannnnness now.
Inexplicable feeling really.

and now, i;m worrying about my results.
SHIT MAISHELF.
BYEBYE.

A B C D E F G ~

2010-03-18T20:56:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

IM BURNTTTTTTTT.

Red everywhere! My face my arms my shoulders my back my legs!

But still, awesome day yesterdayyyyyy, hehehehe.

YOU KNOW WHAT,

i've got so many many overdue posts!

Chalet! Telunas(Batam) Camp! :D

COMING UP SOON OKAY.

I'm free the whoel today tml.

Great time to rest, and update my blog properly, hehehe. :D

Righttttt.

Today woke up super early!

Got ready and off to school again.

Met up with joseph and mrt and went over to sp mac to meet with the people.

Lester couldnt join us cos he was sick!

Right, matin came, followed by xin mao! ;D

Yea, made new friends like charissa and amy, cool.

Was brought to innovillage for a briefing by this freakingly tall guy.

Was kinda boredddddd. 9.30am, texted baby to wake him up! :D

And yeah, next, had this workshop on design thinking.

We had to interview our partners and know their needs and wants of a wallet and stuff,

then make a wallet with the materials given within a short time. woooh.

In our group, there's matin,xin mao, yi shun, charissa, joseph and I !

Yea, at 12plus. Workshop ended yay!!!

Electives for year1, COMPLETE!

Went over to tiong area, and got sushi for mum,

then to tanjong pagar to meet parents.

And back to tiong's lao beijing for hightea buffet.

LOL!! I skipped breakfast and lunch, and had high tea XD

Damnnnn fulllllll gosh.

Headed home after that :D

Beeeen so super long since i reached home at 4plus-ish!

yapaaaa dooooooooh ~

Batam camp next week.

School camp the following weeeeeek.

ARGH!!!!

OKAY BYE!

:D

2010-03-07T01:05:00.004+08:00

i'll not be in singapore, and will only be contactable by sms only,
from sunday morning to wednesday afternoon okie ;D
(7to to 10th march)

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE PEOPLE :D
BACK SOOOOOON :D

CHILLAX.

2010-03-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

ONE IMPT THING TO DO WHEN I GET BACK FROM CHALET AND BATAM ADVENTURE CAMP,

I NEEDA:

ORGANISE MY FILES AND FOLDERS IN MY COMP!

DAMN ITS SO MESSY NOW.
Why is my java file in My Documents folder?
and my photoshopped pic ( for ITOS module last sem) in my My Pictures folder?
FML.

Learn.

2010-03-01T22:52:00.004+08:00

Exams officially ended.
Tried my best, but mind and body gave way.

No im not blaming myself for being sick,
blaming myself for having menses at the wrong time.
It's all over.
Bad results or anything, face it yo.

Now its time to complete my scholarship electives and stuff for my year 1 during this march holidays.
After that, will be year 2 already.
Another round of TWT2 modules and electives to complete before i go on to my final stage!
Looking forward to hurry hurry complete it please!
Studies wise, this sem's modules just, idk, dun liek it?
But yea, afraid i'll get into IT ( which is highly posssssible also D: ),
But i will try to appeal and anything to get into businesssss dey ;(

Alrights.
End of exam,
tomorrow, chalet.
omg so fast. Rushhhhh rushhhh rushhhh.
After chalet, unpack, and pack again, and off i go to batam for LTC adventure camp!
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

BUSY BUSY BUSY PACKED PACKED.
Rush here rush there. Rush everywhere :(

90 steps, they didnt lie, baby! XD

2010-02-26T00:14:00.006+08:00

Taken at my house on chu er, when cousins came over with xiaobai (the dog)! ;D

Whoooooooosh.

Been like a gazillion days ago since i last blogged.

A little update for now.

CNY had been rather okay for me.

Usual meetups with cousins, catching up, gossips, gamble.

Yeah. Didnt really have time to shop for cny clothes, but still squeezed some time to go out with pt to town after my presentation on friday, hoohoohoo!

Tiring much! But didnt really got a lot of things cos it's so damn crowded goodness!

Chu xi, as usual, went over to both grand's house to eat with cousins.

Steamboat at night at paternal's, collected ang pows & stuffffffff.

Yeahhhhh, Mundane new year.

Gamble, collect ang pows, house visiting, and staying at home for ppl to visit, hahaha!

Right, ang pow lui getting lesser and lesser. ;(

And yeah, i've did something to my hair and its much flatter now.

But, trust me, im gonna make it pong-pong up again!

So flat, like very not nice. HAHAHA!

And, i've changed my phone.

Using satio now. Trying to get used to the touchscreen keypaddddd.

Kept typing the wrong alphabets, sms until pek cek,

but will slowly get used to it. Bear with my lesser-smiley smses naozzxsz!

Exams wise,

im left with one damn paper on monday!

The other down-ed papers are relatively okay, but pretty unsure if i can score ;(

But oh well, tried my best, and it's over!

After exam on 1st march,

there'll be class chalet for 3 days at pasir ris aranda starting from 2nd, yay yay!

Ater which, i'll be busy with my overseas camp trips alrdy ;(

And right now, im sick sick sick.

My nose is running away from me sooooon, and its dripping liek a water pipe goodness!

But i'l get welll very soooooon, strong girl yo.

Sorrrry to those sitting around me during today's paper.

I've been sniffing andd sniffing, think i've disturbed them ;P HAHA.

But yeah, think its mostly due to the lack of sleep esp during exam period.

Look at my dark circles now, goooooosh hideous ;(

Okieeee dooooh.

Time to stop blogging.

I'm coming back sooooooooooooon okay.

Holidays for 6 weeks, camp for 3 weeks.

Plus other programmes here and there,

my holidays = goner. :(

MY FRIENDS, ORGANISE MEETUP!! ;P

Acceptance?

2010-02-07T09:47:00.006+08:00

On Thursday, we were released at 1pm cos there's no IDEA class.

Our whole class ( excluding some) went to orchard central to visit our teacher's shop.

ROFL. so elson-ishhh clothes ;P

And walkedddddd around urhs.

And yeah, went over to Heeren's jack's place to have our lunch.

Freeeee lunch cos we're using schoool funds! School gave each student $7.50.

HEHEHE so free lunchhhhh ;P

Yea, everyone ordered student meal, and we're all damn full!

Chattted about upcoming chalet and stuff! (:

And sooooon, the rest left, and my IDEA group stayed back at heeren's mac to finish our mindmap.

HEHEHHE, i think its something different, :X

Pearlyn sim, pls dun give very bad comments abt it pls! else i'll emo. HAHAHAH jk!

And went over to wisma to get our stuff, HAHAHAH ;D

And headed home after that.

Train-ed with boyf till amk and we sat at the platform area for quite some time before we parted. LOL.

Went to bus stop and saw peiting and huiling gosh!

And after that, shawn came. Like sgs gathering. HAHAHA.

Yea, toooook bus home tgt (:

Chatttttted, AHHHAHA.

Soooon, reach home alrdy ;P

Thanks boyf for that elmo with that hearttttttttttttt.

Love it, AHAHAHHA!

Thanks for the assurances (:

I'll be okay! ;D

FRIDAY

think this picture is taken by boyf when we're reading cheryl sis's codings while waiting for tl!
HAHHA, i think he took many but cheryl deleted them, and im left with this.
Post it ;P

Went to school for MOB and math classs only.

After that, went to look for chris to approve my spot essay ;P

Yay, and after that, cheryl sis, tl , boyf and i went to bishan to eat,

and then library to studyyyyyyyyy ;D

Woooo, from like 3pm to 9pm. LOL.

okay no more elaboration ;P

SATURDAY

Attempted to study at home.

HAHHA, ended up taking random pictures with that elmo.

LLOL.

Every picture also got meaning one.

HAHAHAH i think only boyf know it. LOL!!!

THATS MY LITTLE ELMO. LOL!

OKAY BYE PEOPLE :D

imperfectionism.

2010-02-06T10:08:00.002+08:00

Ewwwww :(
Checked my bank balance and it went down by 1k plus :(
School fees. ARGH.

Right,
i should use this weekend properly and study oh my god.
First paper on coming thursday and it's effing MOB,
something that have terms and definations to memorise.
Paper's at around evening time,
but i have to reach school at 8 for my SPOT lessons,
DOUBLE SIGH.

I felt so lagged behind, in terms of studies wise.
Argh. esp the exam topics.
Demotivated to the max of the max-est.
I've never felt like that, before, really.
Going crazy, damn.

Okay la, im off for breakfast now.
:/

Random.

2010-02-02T11:36:00.003+08:00

Locked my blog for certain reasons.

But yea, opened again (:
Anyway, i've changed the number of posts to be displayed on my blog page.
From 18posts, to only 5 posts.
HAHAHA, avoid laggging too.

Im like having database lessons now.
Im so dead, im trying to listen but things are getting confusing. :X
But i will tyr to study myself, hahahaha.

And yeah, Math test later.
I haven finish studying, gosh!

Im effing hungry now.
I NEED FOOOOD.

And, my stomach cramps is driving me like crazy.
Super damn painful max.

Right.

I've just came back from this 2D1N camp by the nationalyouthcouncil.
But only went for the first day because im occupied with other stuff on the first day.

Right, in the camp, didnt felt awkward although i went on the second day.
Usual high elements and games and stuff.
We had this mind game, i felt it was good you know.
HAHAHHA. But right, made some awesome friends.
:D
Even had dinner together before we parted ;D
Great leadership camp.
Their leadership skills and stuff are impressive. ;D

On saturday, in the morning,
went out for hay dairies business trip with SPSEC.
Pictures with cheryl sis, gonna get it from her soon. :D
Will post it up sooooon hahahaha ;D

And right,
I have to go back to paying attention in class now.
Argh killing me!

_|_

2010-01-27T20:48:00.004+08:00

Ewwwwwwww.
I hate these people.
And they suck.

Stop judging, assholes.
Pls, mind your own fking business.

im not gonna care.
but i just want to vent my anger.

hold me close;

2010-01-24T14:09:00.002+08:00

LOL.
WARNING!
THIS IS A SUPER LONG AND WORDY POST.

Alright.
Updates for the weeeek.

Wednesday.
Went school as usual.
After schoool, went to bishan j8 for manhattan fish lunch,
and headed to library and did our java project.
boyf have to head off at 4plus for to his tutee's house.
Hahahaha, headed home after that.
Its been so long since i reached home at 5plus, HOHOH ;D

Thursday.
Didnt went for SPOT classes.
You see, overly tired tired tired you know.
But still. decided to wake up earlyyyyyyy and went to school to meeeet up with boyf first.
Project exercise for MOB.
omg fun, we played the game taboo!
Funnnnnnnnny really.
I was the clue giver and had to make my group guess words like BUST, WONDERBRA, etc.
LOL!!!
Fun la, HAHAHAHA.
boyf was goooooood, he guessed most of them correctly.
telepathy hurh! :X
Lunchhhhh we went to tiong for QIJI nasilemak. :D
Back for Idea.
Waste time. shouldnt have went la really.
i was feeeeeeeeeeling........... :/
controlling my mooooooooood, afraid it'll turn into the siannn siannn feeeeeling.
Hahhahaha. :D
After which, went to my house with boyf to study MOB!
Hungry half way, ordered mac! XD
HEHEHEH, he went home at around 9plus ;DDD HAHAHA ;D
I waited for my parents to come over to fetch me ;DDD

Friday!
TGIF RLLY.
Tired ah.
No java classsssss, but we're late for MOB lessssons.
HAHAHAHA, train congestion urhs, cannot blame ;P
Yeahhhh, did tutorial in classsssssssssss.
And went for math. To be honest, i wasnt really paying attention XD
Was waiting for time to faster passsss, and was talking to cheryl sis ;DDDD HAHA.
Yea, went to dmit office with the rest for them to submit their dbms report.
And, headed tto mrt station to get fingerrrrr fooood,
and my papaya soyaaaaa milk, and took train to pioneeeer. :D
Went to the place, and played badminton with boyf, zhiying, toby, yew wee, mabel, jayjay :D
the rest went gym!
Cooooool laaaa, played a few games.
I didnt know zhiying and yew wee so lihai de.
AND AND AND, toby de pants tore, and he was covering,
and boyf was sayingggggggg " BU YAO KAN!!!!!".
hahhahahaaa, funnnnny ;P
Yeah, but at least i can liek hit the shuttlecock back and stuffff,
although i rlly suck in badminton cos its actually just my second time playing badminton only.
LOLOLOLOL!
Yeah, went to wash up after which.
Stink liek crazy, HAHAAHHA ;D
Left with boyf to go eat at nearby foodcourt (:
Kuay chap! :D
After which, tooook trainnnnn and let boyf sleptttttttttt on my shoulders ;DDD
HAHAHAAHH. and headed back to bishan library!
Fixed our java codes again!
Attempted to read thru math!
And went home soooooon, the day passsed so quickly. HAHA.
Toooook bus home ;D

Saturday!
met up with boyf and studied a littttle dbms!
Tori Q bento set for lunch :D
back to finish math tutorial!
And went back to get yami yoghurt and the crispy chickennnnn.
After which, da bao-ed footlong from subway and headed to my house to continue some dbms!
Yeaaaaaaaaaaa.
boyf leftttttttttttttttt, and i waited for my family to come join me ;D
HAHAHAHA ;D

realised my saturday's recap is the shortest?
HAHAHAHA, cos i lost the blogging bug cos i was distracted by the poor internet connection :X

OKAY LA.
Thats all for the days.
I should rlly stop having moodswings.
or at least stop feeeeling siannnn and give the not smiling face.
ARGH.
forever thinking alot. -.-

OKAY END HERE.
its monday tml again!
It's liek a battle, really :(

lowyizhi, read this! ♥

2010-01-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

from tumblr.
Cool, much! :D

Breakthrough.

2010-01-20T01:02:00.002+08:00

Saturday.
Went for SIFE criteria workshop.
-Environmental sustainability workshop,
after which, was financial literacy.
Chatted quite alot with cherryl sis, told her quite some things,
and she told me her stuffff tooo. (:
Mr beanie bean for breakfast.
Awesome for the hungry soul. XD
Went for KFC teabreak(?)! SNACKER MEAL :D
After that, headed home by purple line then circle line.
thanks ♥G for being there when i suddenly felt like damn moody at night.
Sent me home after that, (:

School.
Monday was pretty alright.
As usual, JAVA in the morning, then DBMS.
After which, went to clubhouse to do our DBMS and IDEA project.
I was feeling a little moodswing and stuff.
But nvm, (:
All's well after that.
Feeeeling very very tired and shagged gooodnesssss.
After which, ♥G sent me home despite him being very damn tired too.
Like talked and chattted on the bus (:
He left after that, and i went home (:
HEHEHEHE (L)!

Tuesday!
DBMS lessons in the morning.
As usual, bought my breakfast (WANTONS) then went in, :P
Calvin siak is rushing through lessons like a bulletrain.
Very very very fast speed oh gosh :(
After that, MOB lecture.
Elson and yew weeeeeee are beingggg a little crazy.
Play with hp, play with eraser, LOL!!
And after that, DBMS practical!
It was difffficult, and till now, i dun think i understand them fulllllly, :(
Have to brush up on DBMS soon!
After that, went over to clementi for lunch with class :D
I went to the bank to get my new visa debit card,
YAY MANNNNN. And, thanks ppl for accompanying me, sorrrrrrry for waiting :P
And yeah, Ate and slacked.
Went back to school via train after that.
Maths lesson!
Okay la hai hao! Still able to understand.
But definitely need ALOT ALOT of practice :(
RIghttttt. Math tutorial aftermath.
Did Tutolial as usual.
boolean algebra. hahahahahaas. JI LO, JI LO.
"Classsss, lets do tutolial six!" XD
Never fails to make fun of that quek ching ching chong teacher. XD
Yea, headed to toapayoh after that.
Ate mac, and read through some java with ♥G!
And sooooon, went up for my interview for national youth council.
Thanks dear for waiting for me in the meeting room :D
HEHEHEHE, actually its quite well done i think.
Liek quite satisfied with my answers.
Let them know about my concerns, but idk, they might not want to shortlist me becos of my time commitment and stuffffff.
BUT, wait till the results come out then. XD
Yeaaaaa, super cold inside the room and was trembling after i came out :D
Went to starbucks to continue study our java.
Brain liek abit dead alrdy ah.
Parents came to fetch me :D
Headed to another part of toapayoh for my late dinner. :D
And home!
EFFING TIRED.

Yesyesssssss.
thats a long update alrdy.
Sorry for the lack of pictures. :X

nobody, but you.

2010-01-17T00:32:00.003+08:00

Happy 4th monthsary, bigbaby! :D

(insert many many hearts here)

i love you because i know you're always there,
there to catch me when i fall,
there for listen when i need you,
there when i feel alone.

You know how i feel even when i don't say it or express it out.
You know i'm not as strong as i always self-proclaimed to be the strongest person on earth.
You know im someone who need conforts and motivation all the time.
You know i always feel moody and siann, you always tries to make me smile,

and you know i dont like to be left alone, so you're always there for me.
and you know my self esteem is low and you never fails to pick it up.

I love you because you make me believe, believe that i am not worthless,
believe that im not as bad as i thought myself to be.
I love you because you also made me believe that i can be loved, and AM LOVED.
I love you for a reason, and that reason is Love.

Its that someone who saw you through your worst and loved you even more without your make up on, and loved you even more when you're paranoid during the ugliest moment of life, that deserves you at your very best.

same shit, different day.

2010-01-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

Things hadn't been easy.
Im so drained.
Mentally tired.

Today was a very bad day.

I felt very irritated and annoyed even at the slightest thing ever.
I hate my results for MOB.
It suck. :(

5 minutes ago, i still had the blogging bug in me, and now, it left.
think i shall end the post.
sorry people.

I AM SO TIRED.

Exams are coming and im not studying!
Exams are coming and im still so occupied with spsec stuff.
Exams are coming and yet im so involved in so many activies.
Exams are coming and im not focusing.
FML, TTM!

NO IM NOT GONNA SAY IM STRESSED.
It's just a pressure that's pushing me hard, very hard.
I must know how to handle it or i'll be so crushed.

sometimes i felt like i needed everyone else so much, more than they need me.

♥♥♥♥♥♥lowyizhi!

2010-01-13T20:15:00.005+08:00

I realised i've been neglecting my blog lately.
I've been going out to school early in the morning and coming home late at night.
It's tiring, really!
But im still strong and kickin'! XD

THIS IS A LENGTHY POST GOSH.

We're now on the second week since school reopen already.
Things are pretty fine, except that i realy don't understand the Normalisation for my database! And what enhanced ERD? Gosh!
But for my Java, i'm slowly catching up and i try so hard to stay focused during lessons, although sometimes, i will still drift away to read blogs, and do other stufffff. HAHAHA.
I realised my end-of-semester exams are coming soon!
Should start mugging already, and i hate the fact the our exams are during the CNY period!
How to enjoy my CNY?:(
And the worst thing is, few papers are before CNY, and few papers are after CNY.
Eeeeewwwwww. *insert sulky face*

First week of school.
I really forgot what i've did and stuff.
I'm meeting boyf to school almost everydayy!

Monday,
first day of school!
Gave cherylsis the photoframe, hope she like it, hahahahaha ;D
After school, went safra with elson, geraldine, TL, jayjay and boyf!
Watched them played pool and lan.
After that, i think we went somewhere then head home, but i cant rmb where, omg.
Went to get my stufffffffffz, and home-ed after that.
Thanks boyf for accompanying!

Tuesday is a longgggg day again.
After school, went to bishan library to study till the library closes.
Hooooooo, tired urhs.
I forgot what else we did already.

Wednesday, went for java lessons, and lunch-ed with class at the ever-crowded fc4!
Went to main library to study and stuff.
Had meeting with SPSEC Exco comm! (:
After which, i forgot where boyf and i went.
But in the end, he sent me homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
stone at some place at SN1 ;D
And he went home after that (:

Thursday, wasn't late for spot class, phew!
As usual, KFC breakfast with boyf, and went for MOB class.
Lecturer had duties at openhouse so lessons lasted for like, 1 hour only.
We've got long break! Went over with class1b02 to clark quay area to ate bah kut teh!
Not bad leh, HEHEHE :D
The guys in our class can really eat mann!!
Back to school for IDEAs class.
After that, went to amk with TL, cheryl and boyfriend.
Went for koi cafe's milk tea.
Walked around, (:
Home-d after that!
Saw shawn and chinyang, HAHA!

Friday after school, went to cuppage area to eat ka li peng (curry rice) with TL, JJ, and boyf! After which, orchard central to lepak for a while.
Off to geylang eat library for enterprise series part I.
Almost slept when the first speaker was talking, oh gosh!
Ate at some tze char place after that, shared coconut with boyf.
Home-d after that! Thanks daddy for fetching me at amk station :D

Saturday went back to geylang east library for entterprise series part II.
After which, went to eat nice duck rice with boyf. HAHAHAHA ;D

Sunday was the only rest day i had. But still, went out with my fam fam family ;D
It's the only day i can go out with my family urhs! HAH.

THAT WAS MY FIRST WEEEEEEK.

AND, now to the second weeeeeeek.

Monday!
After school ends,
Woah our class very zai can!
Like one whoel big group of us followed qianhui to MOE building to get her o lvl english results cos the computer system had some error. HAHA.
Fusionpolis to study with my fav (without jayjay) and am so glad i settled most of my SPSEC's stuff. :D
Suddenly, gastric pain again.
Like PAINFUL VERY VERY MUCHHHHHHH.
Faster went to yakun to get toasts to eat.
Thanks boyf for being there, HAHAHAHAH (:
And kinda sooooon, im okay already. :D
74-ed home with my lowyizhi♥ :D

Tuesday!
School ended at 6pm again.
Bishan library again with lowyizhi♥ to study!
Finished our java tutorial 7!
And completed like almost half of our boolean algebra.
It's really taxing!
I felt so drained although i've not finished the whoel tutorial mannnnnnn!
Thanks boyf for accompanying me to wait for my bus!
Hurry went home after that.
My mum says i look pale these few days, and my skin is not pinkish too.
LOLOLOL. She brew this herbal soup for me again.
I like to drink that, very nice. HAHAAHAHAH! ;D
But makes me a swollen-face person the next day, HUR :(

Wednesday!
Which is today.
School ended, and, fc4 for lunch again!
Ate economical beehooooon today.
It was economical can, SO OILY.
It felt liek u're drinking oil, and you dont need a lip balm after that cos your lips will be oily oily oily! LOL!
Bandung again :D
And, walked over to library area with lowyizhi♥, borrowed my "SAY IT LIKE OBAMA" book.
Nice leh. I like how he is so influential and charismatic.
I like how he earn trust and confidence from his people through effective gestures!
After which, back to DIS for meeting with DIS director arthurpoh!
Was in shorts and slippers cos it was a short day. Felt so bad for turning up in a meeting liek this even though the meeting's not formal kind. HAHAA.
And yeah, after that, took 147 (omg longggggg route, but it seems so fast with my lowyizhi♥) back home with boyf! :D
After sending me home, he went back home tooooooooo ;D

Woah i cant believed i blogged so much already. HAHAHA.

I don't think i mentioned that now im the president of the SP Student Entrepreneur's Club (SPSEC) in singapore poly!
And, my lowyizhi♥ is the vice presidenttttttttttttttt :D
HAHAAHAH, and we're supposed to work hand-in-hand to bring the club to greater heights (as stated).
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
But it's like, not easy coos the current club situation is in a mess when it was handed over to our batch.
But i think we have to serve for two years becos we're currently year1s only.
And abbas served for 2 years tooo.
Although it isnt easy and i'm gonna have a hard time balancing my studies and SPSEC, but i think we can do it!
RIGHT BOYF :D
But no matter, come what may!

But still, studying's my priority.
I dont want to end up in EB Tech!
I want EB management!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope my fav people get into EBM as welllllllll, and lets be in the same class again yo.
Lets hurry study tgt and get good results yo! :D

Okay i think i should end here alrdy.
LONG POST RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

Wanted to post up for 2009 post, but i think it's too late ah.
dun post better. AHAHAHA.

ALRIGHT ZOOOOOOOOOOOOMZ.